i wager its spamton but i couldnt figure out when and how to find the secret fight

youtu.be/04J0ihSeIuI Mazzy Star - Into Dust

"It was you, breathless and tall
I could feel my eyes turning into dust
And two strangers turning into dust"

yeah it happened pretty randomly, i was using the site hours before i woke up to see it

im still annoyed about this despite not using the site much recentlu. i have an appeal form, i say "i dont wish to have my suspension lifted i just want to know why i was suspended", radio silence. what faith do i have in getting a response through other means?

every time i go back to caffeine after not drinking it for months i physically remember all over again why its a drug