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@tessforonce.bsky.social
Tess, esq.

embarrassed to exist


i want to scare you
my partner told me that i look like a femcel :(
March 12, 2025 at 4:53 PM
therapy again today . i hope i win this time
February 24, 2025 at 4:11 PM
how do i get my girlfriend to stop keeping me up until 2 when i want to be asleep at like 10 ?
February 23, 2025 at 4:04 PM
i miss working
February 20, 2025 at 5:49 PM
how to cure a negative self-image

my therapist told me that i have internalized transphobia :(

i just think im uniquely hideous
February 14, 2025 at 6:06 PM
the evangelion remakes were great . the first 55 minutes of the final one were absolutely 10/10

the ending was , once again , mid
February 12, 2025 at 7:29 PM
3 years on estrogen in 3 days
February 11, 2025 at 10:15 PM
feeling bad and dumb and stupid today and also anxious and regretful but also overwhelmed and completely defeated
February 11, 2025 at 7:57 PM
i love getting called a shemale in the postgame chat , it makes the win more meaningful
February 10, 2025 at 4:57 PM
how the fuck do people have time in the day
February 7, 2025 at 6:53 PM
cooking mexican food tonight . my favorite to prepare
February 6, 2025 at 6:50 PM
why did they have to destroy so many angels in the first place ?
February 5, 2025 at 8:58 PM
im changing shape and it feels funny
February 5, 2025 at 5:59 AM
finished evangelion last night

what a rip-off
February 3, 2025 at 5:53 PM
so sick of doing school every day
February 2, 2025 at 5:33 PM
it's gently raining outside :)
January 31, 2025 at 9:17 PM
still so hard to conceptualize myself as a girl . like , in my heart of hearts i know that im really just an aberration
January 31, 2025 at 5:12 PM
i fucking hate anime omg
January 30, 2025 at 4:50 PM
im always covered in cuts and abrasions
January 29, 2025 at 7:44 PM
just got done with therapy and apparently the VA has been lying to me about how much they can help with bottom surgery , which is great

turns out they actually *can* help and all that *I* have to do is to fill out *one* *single* *form*

haha wow glad that took 2 years of begging to uncover
January 27, 2025 at 8:01 PM
therapy intake appointment in 2 hours
January 27, 2025 at 2:56 PM
eef
January 25, 2025 at 7:59 AM
3 weeks short of 3 years on HRT and literally nothing to show for it other than my new , shittier personality
January 24, 2025 at 5:53 PM
need . . . healthcare . . . *dies*
January 23, 2025 at 5:57 PM
living in mental agony again today

glad my brain makes at least 1 day a week completely miserable for no discernible reason
January 23, 2025 at 5:48 PM