Hmu on discord, we can figure out the details

I mean I've literally got Chekhov's pills lying around the flat but I just can't picture swallowing a bottle of them sober. Tbh idek how I managed it last time.

Also don't think I'd be able to do the "leave them a good memory" round of phone calls to friends again sober either. Feels bad man.

I also made an entry in my commonplace book about my time with her, and I haven't open that yoke in months. Probably just vile sentimentality.

I also smoked the end of a joint she left so I'm roughly as respectably high as I was while we were talking, so it's possible I'm mistaken about it even being halfway decent. We'll just have to see if I look at it in the morning and immediately light it up in an ashtray.

Probably don't clap for Meadhbh Mhairí on this one-- it's a miserable wee book distilled from a lot of miserable wee things, my own and others' both. Will just be good when I can finally get it out of my head.

For the record I have no romantic interest in this lad, but for once he didn't actually squirm at emotion and embraced dancing with an oppressed person from an oppressed people. Which wasn't intended to be but feels thematically right rn

My mental health is fine lads, nowt to see here

Currently gawping at a wee beauty building her home/trap on the bus stop sign. How is she so pretty?

Though said payments are half of my "standard" on paper income, which ain't shit kids. But getting shitcanned means nothing at all, so even $200 a week could at least keep rent paid.