I dream only nightmares,
I hold people dear,
and chase after the stars
At 3 am. on a clear, cold night
As the moon would light up the fresh white earth
Just to feel the presence of your light
At 3 am. on a clear, cold night
As the moon would light up the fresh white earth
Just to feel the presence of your light
Ears muffled, eyes blur up
You're screaming, but there is no sound
Just silence, poise, and heartache
Ears muffled, eyes blur up
You're screaming, but there is no sound
Just silence, poise, and heartache
Into the wilderness
Amongst the foliage and trees
Only to be found by those who understand
Into the wilderness
Amongst the foliage and trees
Only to be found by those who understand
Stirring in the early hours
Which wakes me from deep sleep
Something draws nearer
A deep-seated fear
I'm unsure of what it could be
Stirring in the early hours
Which wakes me from deep sleep
Something draws nearer
A deep-seated fear
I'm unsure of what it could be
Different colors, different knobs
They never lock, no matter how many contraptions are present
They are always broken through
They are always getting closer
One of these runs, it might be too late
Different colors, different knobs
They never lock, no matter how many contraptions are present
They are always broken through
They are always getting closer
One of these runs, it might be too late
With all the fight I still have left
Trying through each breath to stay
I wish you were still here
It's been 6 years
With all the fight I still have left
Trying through each breath to stay
I wish you were still here
It's been 6 years
Turned
Tried
And surrendered
No sleep was had
Anxiety won
Turned
Tried
And surrendered
No sleep was had
Anxiety won
To the last month of this year
How time has quickly passed us by
I'll continue to hold you near
To the last month of this year
How time has quickly passed us by
I'll continue to hold you near
Food was still made
Low key vibes was our nature
This is our way
Food was still made
Low key vibes was our nature
This is our way
What adventures await you now
I hope new glimmers of exciting new things
Are what distracts from the horrors around
What adventures await you now
I hope new glimmers of exciting new things
Are what distracts from the horrors around
Wait through all hours of the night
To check and make sure you're still breathing
I'll lose many silent tears
Feeling I'm the worst in existence
You can tell me otherwise
But the feeling remains
Wait through all hours of the night
To check and make sure you're still breathing
I'll lose many silent tears
Feeling I'm the worst in existence
You can tell me otherwise
But the feeling remains
To take away the pain
If only there was something similar for the soul
To take away the pain
If only there was something similar for the soul
I haunt most grounds
I'll haunt forever
I haunt most grounds
I'll haunt forever
To bear witness to king tides
To bear witness to king tides
Yet a new one approaching frightens me
Will I be able to bear this one as well
Or will it consume my rotting self more
Yet a new one approaching frightens me
Will I be able to bear this one as well
Or will it consume my rotting self more
Browner leaves
Colder breeze
And foggier lands during the night
Browner leaves
Colder breeze
And foggier lands during the night
To be immortal in an unforgiving land
No warmth as guidance, only pain
You poor soul
To be immortal in an unforgiving land
No warmth as guidance, only pain
You poor soul
But my decomposing, garbage dump of a body requires medical treatment on a daily basis.
But my decomposing, garbage dump of a body requires medical treatment on a daily basis.
The blankets of depleted colour enveloping me
It's always a familiar feeling, just like home
The winds which carry them, are a sweet melody
The blankets of depleted colour enveloping me
It's always a familiar feeling, just like home
The winds which carry them, are a sweet melody