Cosmic Ant-onio45 🌠☃️
@the-voyager45.bsky.social
(21) Hello, lonely artist and aspiring writer and musician. Hoping to share my art and make some friends. Have a good day :) 🇺🇸🇲🇽🇵🇷🌠🎶
My YouTube: https://youtube.com/@ant-onio_the_voyager45?si=gC0PK2SyJo1GEf4Y
My YouTube: https://youtube.com/@ant-onio_the_voyager45?si=gC0PK2SyJo1GEf4Y
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It's been the same on here as it has been on every other art platform. Maybe I should just stop talking and only upload art when it's finished
January 20, 2026 at 5:49 PM
It's been the same on here as it has been on every other art platform. Maybe I should just stop talking and only upload art when it's finished
I knew this was going to happen lol, I don't feel like continuing the drawing at all right now. 😮💨
It's getting late, I'm very sleepy and also my earbuds are about to die anyways so I'm going to sleep. I just hope I'll make more progress later lol. The drawing is focused on my loneliness and is intended for my other art platforms I gave up on. You'll understand when you see it I hope
January 20, 2026 at 4:55 AM
I knew this was going to happen lol, I don't feel like continuing the drawing at all right now. 😮💨
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It's getting late, I'm very sleepy and also my earbuds are about to die anyways so I'm going to sleep. I just hope I'll make more progress later lol. The drawing is focused on my loneliness and is intended for my other art platforms I gave up on. You'll understand when you see it I hope
January 19, 2026 at 9:44 AM
It's getting late, I'm very sleepy and also my earbuds are about to die anyways so I'm going to sleep. I just hope I'll make more progress later lol. The drawing is focused on my loneliness and is intended for my other art platforms I gave up on. You'll understand when you see it I hope
Drew for 5 hours straight thanks to listening to music and a song that actually inspired me to start the drawing. It wasn't that enjoyable the art block is still strong and I only finished a sketch. The rest feels like too much work at the moment lol but hey I finally actually drew his week
January 19, 2026 at 9:41 AM
Drew for 5 hours straight thanks to listening to music and a song that actually inspired me to start the drawing. It wasn't that enjoyable the art block is still strong and I only finished a sketch. The rest feels like too much work at the moment lol but hey I finally actually drew his week
I'm really lonely I keep going to all of my dead accounts desperately wanting to talk with someone but there's no one, it's making me cry and it scares me it'll be this way forever, it's already been this way my entire life so it's a very real possibility.
January 19, 2026 at 5:13 AM
I'm really lonely I keep going to all of my dead accounts desperately wanting to talk with someone but there's no one, it's making me cry and it scares me it'll be this way forever, it's already been this way my entire life so it's a very real possibility.
Several people have left me on read for several days now. Lesson I've had to learn a few times over the years is to never ever vent or talk about how your feeling with someone else
January 19, 2026 at 2:10 AM
Several people have left me on read for several days now. Lesson I've had to learn a few times over the years is to never ever vent or talk about how your feeling with someone else
Lately I've been blasting my songs in the car and singing loudly, especially if it's a rock song lol. Makes me feel free. Too bad I don't get to use the car for very long though. The idea of singing for my songs has always scared me but it's enjoyable lol, but only because no one can hear me lol
January 19, 2026 at 12:46 AM
Lately I've been blasting my songs in the car and singing loudly, especially if it's a rock song lol. Makes me feel free. Too bad I don't get to use the car for very long though. The idea of singing for my songs has always scared me but it's enjoyable lol, but only because no one can hear me lol
Goodnight everyone 🌠
Here's an Asami sketch I never finished from around September or October, she's hugging her pillow tightly and crying much like I do sometimes. She has a lot of unfinished sketches
Here's an Asami sketch I never finished from around September or October, she's hugging her pillow tightly and crying much like I do sometimes. She has a lot of unfinished sketches
January 18, 2026 at 8:53 AM
Goodnight everyone 🌠
Here's an Asami sketch I never finished from around September or October, she's hugging her pillow tightly and crying much like I do sometimes. She has a lot of unfinished sketches
Here's an Asami sketch I never finished from around September or October, she's hugging her pillow tightly and crying much like I do sometimes. She has a lot of unfinished sketches
Surprisingly my brother brought up my character Fukushi, he very much didn't like her or almost any of my ocs so it was surprising to me and I told him a bit about her, no one knows anything about her other than her connection to my her owl. Third image wasn't drawn by me and was gifted to me!
January 18, 2026 at 8:34 AM
Surprisingly my brother brought up my character Fukushi, he very much didn't like her or almost any of my ocs so it was surprising to me and I told him a bit about her, no one knows anything about her other than her connection to my her owl. Third image wasn't drawn by me and was gifted to me!
Imposter syndrome
January 18, 2026 at 1:56 AM
Imposter syndrome
Art block remains strong, however this time I really tried and got some very early sketches done for something that'll I'll come back to later. I sketch a lot of my drawings and ideas way in advance before finishing them later. I want to make this a big Kurai centric piece
January 18, 2026 at 12:23 AM
Art block remains strong, however this time I really tried and got some very early sketches done for something that'll I'll come back to later. I sketch a lot of my drawings and ideas way in advance before finishing them later. I want to make this a big Kurai centric piece
I've been very sad all day, but I was reminded of this peak 1 year ago lol. Goodnight everyone 🌠
January 17, 2026 at 5:42 AM
I've been very sad all day, but I was reminded of this peak 1 year ago lol. Goodnight everyone 🌠
Inferior
Also I tried drawing again and I still can't, can't even draw basic faces or eyes 😵💫
Also I tried drawing again and I still can't, can't even draw basic faces or eyes 😵💫
a close up of a person 's face with their mouth open
ALT: a close up of a person 's face with their mouth open
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January 17, 2026 at 1:53 AM
Inferior
Also I tried drawing again and I still can't, can't even draw basic faces or eyes 😵💫
Also I tried drawing again and I still can't, can't even draw basic faces or eyes 😵💫
Someone on Twitter was curious about my persona Voyager, so I actually talked with them a bit and ended up bringing up another very similar oc, Astrobeat. Who's basically the more musical and exaggerated version of me but is his own legitimate character. His headphones and starry motif differentiate
January 17, 2026 at 12:48 AM
Someone on Twitter was curious about my persona Voyager, so I actually talked with them a bit and ended up bringing up another very similar oc, Astrobeat. Who's basically the more musical and exaggerated version of me but is his own legitimate character. His headphones and starry motif differentiate
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I remembered the word I'm looking for, inferior. I am inferior
January 16, 2026 at 6:12 PM
I remembered the word I'm looking for, inferior. I am inferior
I came across an artist I know that was barley starting out a few months ago and they are officially working with one of my favorite artists that makes songs I love. Her style is probably the closest I think I've ever seen that is similar to mine it's like the upgraded version and mines the offbrand
January 16, 2026 at 6:05 PM
I came across an artist I know that was barley starting out a few months ago and they are officially working with one of my favorite artists that makes songs I love. Her style is probably the closest I think I've ever seen that is similar to mine it's like the upgraded version and mines the offbrand
Here's a very unfinished sketch from like 2 days ago when it tried getting myself to draw again. Still not the time to put on the now repaired Voyager helmet
January 15, 2026 at 1:45 AM
Here's a very unfinished sketch from like 2 days ago when it tried getting myself to draw again. Still not the time to put on the now repaired Voyager helmet
Sorry if I talk a lot sometimes on here, you can see how much I yearn to talk about my art and ocs with someone. That's the only reason I even started posting art last year😅
January 15, 2026 at 1:31 AM
Sorry if I talk a lot sometimes on here, you can see how much I yearn to talk about my art and ocs with someone. That's the only reason I even started posting art last year😅
Really struggling honestly, I guess I'm good at drawing night skies and stars, it's the only thing I draw that ever really leaves me impressed. All of my favorite art are the ones with the night sky being one of the main focuses.
Artists, I think we're all too comfortable sharing our imposter syndrome.
I would love to see you step out of your comfort zone and confidently state what you think you're actually really good at.
No self deprecation, just what you think you're the strongest at
Is anyone brave eniough? 👀
I would love to see you step out of your comfort zone and confidently state what you think you're actually really good at.
No self deprecation, just what you think you're the strongest at
Is anyone brave eniough? 👀
January 15, 2026 at 1:29 AM
Really struggling honestly, I guess I'm good at drawing night skies and stars, it's the only thing I draw that ever really leaves me impressed. All of my favorite art are the ones with the night sky being one of the main focuses.
Now my YouTube is starting to recommend me more videos of artists making their own plushies lmao. One day I'll be like them too!!
January 15, 2026 at 12:48 AM
Now my YouTube is starting to recommend me more videos of artists making their own plushies lmao. One day I'll be like them too!!
The sheer number of Asami wips I have that I haven't shown makes me sad lol. People didn't gaf about her every step of the way and legitimately no one has mentioned a thing about her in her new design. Tsuki and Asami make a perfect duo even after they split years ago as it was the same for Tsuki
January 14, 2026 at 7:16 PM
The sheer number of Asami wips I have that I haven't shown makes me sad lol. People didn't gaf about her every step of the way and legitimately no one has mentioned a thing about her in her new design. Tsuki and Asami make a perfect duo even after they split years ago as it was the same for Tsuki
One part of me is just screaming at me to give up and move on from all of this art stuff for good like I planned too this year and the other part keeps screaming at me to hold on to the bit of hope I have and to continue going it's extremely exhausting
January 14, 2026 at 7:03 AM
One part of me is just screaming at me to give up and move on from all of this art stuff for good like I planned too this year and the other part keeps screaming at me to hold on to the bit of hope I have and to continue going it's extremely exhausting
I should say had because right now those dreams and ambitions seem genuinely impossible. I'll continue to remind myself this year that I'm just drawing for me, but idk why Im still drawing to tbh. I haven't enjoyed it in so long I guess just to visualize my feelings which is usually sadness
#PortfolioDay Hello! I'm an artist who mostly makes oc art and concepts right now, I have dreams and ambitions of eventually making a show or comics or games. I draw on my phone with my finger, it's tough lol.
Here's my yt channel where I post animatics youtube.com/@ant-onio_th...
Here's my yt channel where I post animatics youtube.com/@ant-onio_th...
January 14, 2026 at 6:05 AM
I should say had because right now those dreams and ambitions seem genuinely impossible. I'll continue to remind myself this year that I'm just drawing for me, but idk why Im still drawing to tbh. I haven't enjoyed it in so long I guess just to visualize my feelings which is usually sadness
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This comment I got back in 2021 when I first opened my comms is one that has always lived rent free on my mind and continues to haunt me. I really don't think my art is worthy of comms or anything more than little oc or vent drawings that get lost in the void. It's always worth a shot though
January 13, 2026 at 8:15 PM
This comment I got back in 2021 when I first opened my comms is one that has always lived rent free on my mind and continues to haunt me. I really don't think my art is worthy of comms or anything more than little oc or vent drawings that get lost in the void. It's always worth a shot though
In December I was fortunate enough to get 2 people that were interested in a comm, I had only gotten 1 commission prior back in July so I was pretty happy especially since I really needed money. First client basically ghosted me a few weeks ago and the second one fell though just now 😮💨
January 13, 2026 at 8:08 PM
In December I was fortunate enough to get 2 people that were interested in a comm, I had only gotten 1 commission prior back in July so I was pretty happy especially since I really needed money. First client basically ghosted me a few weeks ago and the second one fell though just now 😮💨