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the-waiting-cat.bsky.social
𓏲🔧 ꜝֶָ֢ whore? .𔓕യ🥤
@the-waiting-cat.bsky.social
He/Xe/It
((vent) and graphic media alt) 🥩
🔩 mental issues - ENFP
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"I was a codependent alcoholic bitch!"
🎼;; Groan
pfp: picklezmuncher

☠︎︎ ⋆₊
🚫 basic dni + proship + AI + fetish

dm for main accs @
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I changed my name to Emrik. I like general homestuck, spooky month, and osc posts. You do NOT recongize me. I only follow vent accs of my main mooties/friends. fuck off bots. i blocky freely.
alt account for gasher, uh, I'm gonna vent here and probably post vent art, gore art, and suggestive art

dni if u don't wanna see that

I'm a big whiney bitch who has mental issues and a horrible addiction
i am slowly breng overcome with large amounts of joy. help me.
December 30, 2025 at 8:52 PM
OH MY GOD I HATE THIS. MY TAUL TAIL NEEDS TO STOP WAGGING RIGHT NOW. WHAT THE FUCK!! ! LET ME GO. LET ME GOOOOO. I DONT WANNA BE HAPPY. FUCK YOU.
December 30, 2025 at 8:46 PM
uh. uh. uh. uh. well now my tail is wagging. thats. weirs. why the fuck am i so hypomanic. i was just on the brink of a religious breakdown because of being hypersexual and indulgence. now im just. happy? what the fuck. stop doing that. WHO IS DOING THAT. ARCTIC FOX WHEN I FUCKING GET YOU.
December 30, 2025 at 8:44 PM
YOURE A WHORE.
December 30, 2025 at 8:38 PM
remind me to. stop. like jesus i need to stop. how do i stop. i am not getting another addiction. ill just stay off ao3. and ill stay off wattpad. and off google. and off firefox. and off bluesky. and off tumblr. and off notes app.
December 30, 2025 at 6:39 PM
hmmmmm..... thinking. pondering. what if i say screw it and just dont give my ao3 out directly. nothing clearcut nsfw, because that goes of my *private* app nobody knows about. because its just saying kelt got a text asking for a reservation. and give being like "HELL YESSSS"
but then my account would have nsfw on it and i lowkey dont want people to know i dont care about nsfw. fuck my lyyyyyfe.
December 30, 2025 at 5:15 PM
GOD WHERE DO I PUT MY SUGGESTIVE/NSFW WRITING FOR MY DANCESTORS!? I DONT WANT TO DOX MY MAIN ACCOUNT!

I might justslip it in somewhere here but then my fanbase wont see it. but a lot of them are minors, so thats weird. augh. writing for a whore is difficult. ill just post it on ao3 ir soemthing.
December 30, 2025 at 5:11 PM
that was fun. now i sound like a creep. with great intelligence comes great horrors.
December 30, 2025 at 5:02 PM
oh my god please just kill me what the fuck is wrong with my BACK.
December 30, 2025 at 11:01 AM
my back makes weird cracking sounds when i take a deep breath. it feels stiff but hollow when it hurts.
December 30, 2025 at 10:59 AM
my back hurts so bad oh my fucking god. my mom has given me three massages in the past week and they didnt help. i felt something qeird in my left thoulder and asked if she could feel it too. she said yes. i asked isnt that bad? and she said no human being is perfect. WELL I DIDNT HAVE THAT BEDORE.
December 30, 2025 at 9:07 AM
IF YOU DONT HAVE THE BALLS TO SAY IT, DONT SAY IT YOU OAF. HOW ARE YOU SO GOD DAMN STUPID?

hatemaxxing.
hatredpilled.
December 30, 2025 at 6:51 AM
just. just try it.
i probabaly wont like it.

i dont like that.
thats. fine

oh fuck.
thats different.

i really shouldn't be doing this.
i guess i just found out what i always knew.

but now im scared. scared ill become worse.
December 30, 2025 at 2:52 AM
ricky.
ricky...
thats. me.
thats me.
thats really my name.
it feels. nice.
i like it when people say my name.
it makes me feel real.
i really am ricky.
sometimes, i feel so happy, i dont know what to say.
i want to cry out of joy.
thank you.
December 29, 2025 at 10:18 AM
oh. oh so thats what its like. i hate myself. thats gross. i need to change. to change i am going to. uh. force myself to. god. i dont even know how to deal with that. im scared of myself.
December 29, 2025 at 8:06 AM
Its a little nice knowing people still think im more pure. gives me hope. maybe ill recover and wont need these janky lemons.
December 29, 2025 at 2:53 AM
i meant to attach this image
December 27, 2025 at 7:10 PM
big 🤤🙏

what i would do to him in order

1. bathe him and comb his hair
2. dress him to look sick
3. cuddle him
4. drink monster mixed w faygo
5. watch final destination 2
6. go shopping
7. go to the beach
8. get married
9. drink and get hammered
10. go to clown get-ups
11. karaoke
12. i become evil
December 27, 2025 at 12:18 PM
"porq dibujas?"

a.... no me queda mas. soy triste.

"mm..."
December 27, 2025 at 10:54 AM
praise
ajajajjajajajajja

imagine
👀

when its real:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

when youre not afraid::
when you you cant treat me like im an animal:
when you cant treat me like youre my friend: 👀

praise praise praise
comf, tight hold, hair, cut?

cut. lash. whip. stab.
STINGS.
giggle, big.
so big
think
December 27, 2025 at 7:59 AM
mf thinks i dont know he doesnt have a seperate nsfw account. I DONT CARE. im not LOOKING FOR THAT. this my MY 'nsfw' account, i dont care about yours. just say "oh its my adult account" instead of being a pussy and trying to save your skin. i get it, but at the same time, being blunt is better.
December 27, 2025 at 7:45 AM
oh i just love being eridan! its pretty fun being a fish lowkey. at least when hes not having a constant breakdown hes a wonderful little lad for me. hes a bit rude and hes not as bad as he usually is. just a lot less general tension. its nice. but in at a low point again, so that might change quick
December 26, 2025 at 12:02 PM
being able to switch genders is godly because right now im feeling up my he/xe and sprinkling in a little she/her for some spice

luke sometumes i have troubles with boobs n vag, but not right now, so im fuckin cruising

eridan with sunglasses steering a boat with a thumbs up
December 26, 2025 at 11:48 AM
things under my bed [paws @ u!]

body pillow >>/////<<
old sketchbooks (∩_∩;)P
brand new 12-gage shotgun.
sum thigh highzzz (`°°Д°°)
small sharp knives.
random dust bunnies!! U ° x ° U
December 26, 2025 at 4:29 AM
and even after sharing my closest bond,

you stray away.

is this your instinct; do tou forget?
or do tou simply not care.

if i was in your head, id care.
but i am not. you are a seperate ecosystem.

i may be blowing this out of proportion, but is there a reason? i fear false will take me again.
December 26, 2025 at 4:20 AM