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stole this idea from ???? where instead of having a private i just have a public account but no one can tell who i am [MY IDENTITY SHOULD BE VERY OBVIOUS TO THOSE WHO KNOW ME]
i block just about anyone i don't want on here, please don't take it personally
i block just about anyone i don't want on here, please don't take it personally
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some things maybe affect me more than i realize. had a bad 5 minutes involving and it was enough to completely drain my good mood, to the point i'm now barely able to do anything. i'm so tired. i wish this wasn't a thing
November 30, 2025 at 6:00 PM
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some things maybe affect me more than i realize. had a bad 5 minutes involving and it was enough to completely drain my good mood, to the point i'm now barely able to do anything. i'm so tired. i wish this wasn't a thing
November 29, 2025 at 5:14 PM
some things maybe affect me more than i realize. had a bad 5 minutes involving and it was enough to completely drain my good mood, to the point i'm now barely able to do anything. i'm so tired. i wish this wasn't a thing
idk why i'm feeling so lonely again. i mean. i do know actually. but, if that's the reason, i'm really sick of it
November 1, 2025 at 10:30 AM
idk why i'm feeling so lonely again. i mean. i do know actually. but, if that's the reason, i'm really sick of it
i love rotting in a corner all morning, i love feeling entirely numb to everything, i love not feeling up to doing anything, i love wasting my time, i love having to leave for work. ugh
October 23, 2025 at 10:22 AM
i love rotting in a corner all morning, i love feeling entirely numb to everything, i love not feeling up to doing anything, i love wasting my time, i love having to leave for work. ugh
recently i've been collapsing multiple different ideas i've had over the years into one of my oldest pseudo ocs. this one guy (girl) can fit so much emotion in them
October 21, 2025 at 10:00 AM
recently i've been collapsing multiple different ideas i've had over the years into one of my oldest pseudo ocs. this one guy (girl) can fit so much emotion in them
im a very "i told you so" kind of person which i hate and i know that others hate that too so i try to keep that sealed as much as possible. i still feel pretty vindicated when something i said would happen does end up happening, especially if i got ignored or dismissed when first saying it
October 21, 2025 at 9:52 AM
im a very "i told you so" kind of person which i hate and i know that others hate that too so i try to keep that sealed as much as possible. i still feel pretty vindicated when something i said would happen does end up happening, especially if i got ignored or dismissed when first saying it
There is more spite and pettiness in me than I would like
October 19, 2025 at 3:01 PM
There is more spite and pettiness in me than I would like
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
October 16, 2025 at 1:14 AM
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
idk if it's these meds or what but my overall mood has been improved lately and my [ambiguous disorder] is barely acting up at all now. Which. I'll take it!
October 4, 2025 at 9:04 AM
idk if it's these meds or what but my overall mood has been improved lately and my [ambiguous disorder] is barely acting up at all now. Which. I'll take it!
my self image plummeted around april and I'm so sick that it still hasn't done much or any progress since
October 1, 2025 at 6:19 AM
my self image plummeted around april and I'm so sick that it still hasn't done much or any progress since
I guess it's hard not to think that i don't measure up, that i'm just not worth much. It's not true, but... bleh. i hate these thoughts
October 1, 2025 at 6:09 AM
I guess it's hard not to think that i don't measure up, that i'm just not worth much. It's not true, but... bleh. i hate these thoughts
Eh. it will pass
September 29, 2025 at 4:46 AM
Eh. it will pass
one thing about me is that no matter how stupid it is i still wish i could go back. sometimes it just feels like being here sucks. being like, 10 years old sucked too. but i still miss it. because i'm dumb
September 29, 2025 at 12:57 AM
one thing about me is that no matter how stupid it is i still wish i could go back. sometimes it just feels like being here sucks. being like, 10 years old sucked too. but i still miss it. because i'm dumb
i really wish i didn't have a job so i could finish my education. but i also don't wanna quit my job because it's so nice that i can pay for my own stuff finally
September 26, 2025 at 1:36 AM
i really wish i didn't have a job so i could finish my education. but i also don't wanna quit my job because it's so nice that i can pay for my own stuff finally
but i stay silly :3
September 25, 2025 at 1:23 PM
but i stay silly :3
getting upset at some incredible new things today, wow, how nice. timezone names make me wish the whole us coulf disappear off the planet, but whatever
September 20, 2025 at 7:53 PM
getting upset at some incredible new things today, wow, how nice. timezone names make me wish the whole us coulf disappear off the planet, but whatever
incredible. First time having a father has ever been useful to me. Go my deliveryboy
September 19, 2025 at 9:51 AM
incredible. First time having a father has ever been useful to me. Go my deliveryboy
the fucked up thing about loneliness to me is that it's not just "oh no one will talk to me." sometimes it'll cut much deeper and i could be surrounded by people fully willing to spend time with me, yet still feel miserable
September 19, 2025 at 7:37 AM
the fucked up thing about loneliness to me is that it's not just "oh no one will talk to me." sometimes it'll cut much deeper and i could be surrounded by people fully willing to spend time with me, yet still feel miserable
Uh oh. uh oh. Woke up feeling lonely uh oh
September 18, 2025 at 8:15 AM
Uh oh. uh oh. Woke up feeling lonely uh oh
← attention seeker who has to signal people for attention in backwards convoluted invisible ways because she hates it
September 14, 2025 at 4:18 PM
← attention seeker who has to signal people for attention in backwards convoluted invisible ways because she hates it
wishing i was above the inexorable feeling that no one cares. i know it's not true. very many people and friends do care. It just. some days feel so lonely. I could easily be replaced with a mannequin that blurts out some shallow jokes at inappropriate times and no difference would really be felt
September 13, 2025 at 10:54 AM
wishing i was above the inexorable feeling that no one cares. i know it's not true. very many people and friends do care. It just. some days feel so lonely. I could easily be replaced with a mannequin that blurts out some shallow jokes at inappropriate times and no difference would really be felt
does it count as ideation if it's just "you should [blank] right now" popping into the mind over and over and over no matter the fact that is NOT a thought one would actually entertain
September 12, 2025 at 3:29 PM
does it count as ideation if it's just "you should [blank] right now" popping into the mind over and over and over no matter the fact that is NOT a thought one would actually entertain
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September 9, 2025 at 2:36 AM
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local woman wishes to escape cage of personality disorder; accidentally finds herself in new labyrinth instead
September 2, 2025 at 1:32 AM
local woman wishes to escape cage of personality disorder; accidentally finds herself in new labyrinth instead