Esteban Martinez
@thebesteban.bsky.social
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Back at it after a bunch of travel. Manage to move the needle on these two and get back to grinding for Gold III on @life4ddrbot.bsky.social
Last week was pretty rough on my mental health, but doing what I can to start this week in better spirits
Last week was pretty rough on my mental health, but doing what I can to start this week in better spirits
November 9, 2025 at 4:23 PM
Back at it after a bunch of travel. Manage to move the needle on these two and get back to grinding for Gold III on @life4ddrbot.bsky.social
Last week was pretty rough on my mental health, but doing what I can to start this week in better spirits
Last week was pretty rough on my mental health, but doing what I can to start this week in better spirits
I try not to get down on myself for not having the energy to be more creative on my off time, but it’s a struggle. The constant traveling and inability to just get into solid creative momentum has haunted me for years.
Being at grassroots events like Climax may help heal the soul tho.
Being at grassroots events like Climax may help heal the soul tho.
October 24, 2025 at 9:52 PM
I try not to get down on myself for not having the energy to be more creative on my off time, but it’s a struggle. The constant traveling and inability to just get into solid creative momentum has haunted me for years.
Being at grassroots events like Climax may help heal the soul tho.
Being at grassroots events like Climax may help heal the soul tho.
HOLD THAT SHIT WIEGRAF
October 16, 2025 at 11:22 PM
HOLD THAT SHIT WIEGRAF
Tanjiro burger, s'il vous plaît
October 12, 2025 at 6:28 AM
Tanjiro burger, s'il vous plaît
Enjoying the new FF Tactics remaster and it's made me play much farther into the game since I first tried it as a kid.
But this fight has been whooping my ass
But this fight has been whooping my ass
October 9, 2025 at 11:16 AM
Enjoying the new FF Tactics remaster and it's made me play much farther into the game since I first tried it as a kid.
But this fight has been whooping my ass
But this fight has been whooping my ass
Pulled an all nighter with the boys in Tokyo last night so spent today with 5am Udon, resting, eating pastries, and playing games.
Vacation rules
Vacation rules
October 1, 2025 at 12:38 PM
Pulled an all nighter with the boys in Tokyo last night so spent today with 5am Udon, resting, eating pastries, and playing games.
Vacation rules
Vacation rules
Getting back to basics.
Getting back to the things I enjoy.
Getting back to the things I enjoy.
October 1, 2025 at 2:59 AM
Getting back to basics.
Getting back to the things I enjoy.
Getting back to the things I enjoy.
Yeah dude, keep bitching about Star Trek or whatever. I got an English Strip Mine for like $5 out here and it’s like Christmas came early
September 29, 2025 at 8:23 PM
Yeah dude, keep bitching about Star Trek or whatever. I got an English Strip Mine for like $5 out here and it’s like Christmas came early
Been having a good time in Tokyo. Seeing cool exhibits, eating good food. My actual vacation starts next week and I’m gonna try to actually step away from work for a bit as that’s long overdue
September 27, 2025 at 4:16 AM
Been having a good time in Tokyo. Seeing cool exhibits, eating good food. My actual vacation starts next week and I’m gonna try to actually step away from work for a bit as that’s long overdue
I’ve been developing a Magic The Gathering ̶a̶d̶d̶i̶c̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶ appreciation while in Japan.
September 19, 2025 at 3:28 AM
I’ve been developing a Magic The Gathering ̶a̶d̶d̶i̶c̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶ appreciation while in Japan.
She's a damn good Magic card now too
September 6, 2025 at 12:44 AM
She's a damn good Magic card now too
Mappa didn’t have to go as hard as it did with this shot but I’m glad for it
Can’t wait for season 3
Can’t wait for season 3
September 2, 2025 at 12:10 AM
Mappa didn’t have to go as hard as it did with this shot but I’m glad for it
Can’t wait for season 3
Can’t wait for season 3
Remembering how to play mahjong
September 1, 2025 at 2:13 AM
Remembering how to play mahjong
37 today.
Thanks for all the good times over the last year. Feeling good and ready for what this next year may bring!
Thanks for all the good times over the last year. Feeling good and ready for what this next year may bring!
August 23, 2025 at 4:06 PM
37 today.
Thanks for all the good times over the last year. Feeling good and ready for what this next year may bring!
Thanks for all the good times over the last year. Feeling good and ready for what this next year may bring!
One perk of moving is that getting to Round 1 is gonna be much easier.
I’m about to go SSJ3 in DDR
I’m about to go SSJ3 in DDR
August 10, 2025 at 9:54 PM
One perk of moving is that getting to Round 1 is gonna be much easier.
I’m about to go SSJ3 in DDR
I’m about to go SSJ3 in DDR
I think the new deck is working now
August 8, 2025 at 5:31 PM
I think the new deck is working now
Exhausted with Evo prep but dragged myself to Round 1 for a DDR session. Breaking some old records and hitting some new consistency on 12s, but need to still work on getting through harder charts stamina wise.
Maybe I can hit Gold 3 on @life4ddrbot.bsky.social before the end of the week?
Maybe I can hit Gold 3 on @life4ddrbot.bsky.social before the end of the week?
July 20, 2025 at 5:35 PM
Exhausted with Evo prep but dragged myself to Round 1 for a DDR session. Breaking some old records and hitting some new consistency on 12s, but need to still work on getting through harder charts stamina wise.
Maybe I can hit Gold 3 on @life4ddrbot.bsky.social before the end of the week?
Maybe I can hit Gold 3 on @life4ddrbot.bsky.social before the end of the week?
Finally cleared Breaking the Future ESP again after several failed attempts. Able to read at higher speed mods now, so now to get my stamina back up to par to beat my old PB
July 13, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Finally cleared Breaking the Future ESP again after several failed attempts. Able to read at higher speed mods now, so now to get my stamina back up to par to beat my old PB
Been focusing on rest (where I can) on the lead up to Evo. Feeling a bit more productive and generally less fatigued lately (though there’s still a layer of exhaustion from pushing myself too hard for years).
It’s hot AF in the house, but still thought I looked good today
It’s hot AF in the house, but still thought I looked good today
July 7, 2025 at 5:42 PM
Been focusing on rest (where I can) on the lead up to Evo. Feeling a bit more productive and generally less fatigued lately (though there’s still a layer of exhaustion from pushing myself too hard for years).
It’s hot AF in the house, but still thought I looked good today
It’s hot AF in the house, but still thought I looked good today
Out here just looking for my
July 6, 2025 at 3:21 PM
Out here just looking for my
I cannot believe I actually hit somebody with this
July 5, 2025 at 12:04 AM
I cannot believe I actually hit somebody with this
$35 outfit but feeling like a million
May 24, 2025 at 2:25 PM
$35 outfit but feeling like a million
I thought I looked good the other day
May 12, 2025 at 5:28 AM
I thought I looked good the other day