I bought some really bomb ass food and while it tastes amazing, I'm not necessarily hungry 😂 how disappointing

This Saturday is the 14yr anniversary of my HS sweetheart's passing. I don't really feel like I have anyone to talk to about it. We only dated on and off for the 4 years of HS, so 14 years is so long compared to that. He's been in my dreams a lot this month

Oop, got sad again

"I accept that I'm dead weight. But I mean, people pay a lot of money for pretty rocks. So I guess I have that going for me." - My Wife 🤦‍♀️😂

I realized that my (sweet precious baby) cat is 12 or 13 now. This makes her a senior. I looked up what it takes to care for a senior cat and almost started bawling at work. She can never leave me, I will not be okay. Nothing is wrong with her (that I know of) but I worry

I have been on the fence about looking for another job after I move, but I think today cemented it for me. While job searching sucks and my job is rather easy, I no longer feel safe working here and it is time to go. I move next month, so after that I'm out.

I am like 2.5 seconds away from quitting my job. The lack of communication and organization is really getting to me. I'm trying to hold out until after my move so I won't have to worry about bills and money, but jfc. Then health insurance and stuff. Ugh, I'm fighting a meltdown rn

Working nights really messes up having days off for specific things. Especially around the holidays! I'm currently trying to make enough pasta salad for 2 parties and to have some for my love to eat while I'm gone today. I also made 25 baggies of peppermint bark for gifts while at work

Going to the ER sucks

Painting my first set of press on nails after developing a gel allergy 😊 They're looking cute and I'm excited about it! I'm not much of a Christmas human, but blue sparkles with snowflakes/stars is a vibe

Not sure if my roommate is taking advantage of my kindness or if I'm being paranoid. He said he was having a hard time getting rent while trying to get a new place and starting a new job, so I knew he was gonna be short. But $36? When rent went up $195 this month? I needed $525 from him damnit

It's not loving someone with a chronic illness that is hard, they're people just like everyone else. It's the watching them suffer and not knowing what to do. It's having their frustration turned on you, and knowing it's not their fault so you have to be gentle. I'm so tired

Today feels like a not great mental health day 🙃 hoping to turn it around, but who knows. The night is young

One of the things I love about my partner is when we watch movies or shows and code is on the scream, she has to pause and look at it. She's pointing out Linux unpacking and I have no idea. She's so cute though