It's really not supposed to be a callout or anything,

I've just been loose with my boundaries and realized it endangers people around me for the sake of potential clout.
I don't need it, I should be surrounded by those who hold me accountable, not fellow creators with big dreams.

So, you know, if you were one of the like, 10-15 people I just unadded. Sorry, you just seem like you or the people who would join you would be a reason for me to stay on orange status in my Ace Safe Space lobbies, and I don't want to have to do that.

I, and many I know, are sex repulsed asexuals. I'm very strict that someone in my friends list should be someone who doesn't just assume certain boundaries can be crossed to strangers.
Because if I were a random friend in one of my lobbies, I'd be that stranger.

"Chat! I'm scared! I've never even been taught what taxes actually entail by the adults around me growing up and all I know is that people meme about them and I know it's funny and all but I'm actually really scared about if I'm going to mess up because I'm underinformed!"
See, that's grown up talk.

Wrote this because I've never even seen an applebees.

Come along with me
To the local applebees🎵
We can ponder throughout breakfast,
And order after 3

Something that rhymes with 3🎵

We'll still want to eat
at the local applebees🎵
Making up new entrees
getting charged the hidden fees🎵

All of my nutrition
I'll trust them all to you🎵
This place has been here always
I guess I never knew🎵

We are only truly ourselves in a present moment, and then a future reflection in another, after all.
Cosmic rays could scramble my mind and change who I am fundamentally.

But in this moment, I am me.
Flaws and problems flood me, but I am me.
And I entrust that me to a future me.
To create.

Perhaps an unrealized chaos, a dreaded fear that a current sense of calm may fade.
I suppose just as well as being self reflected is the acknowledgement that you can never guarantee that state will stay.
Maybe there's a sense of me that fears that I'm not as aware as I think.
Perhaps it's right.

VRChat censors bios and world descriptions automatically when isolated words accidently form the shorthand of the slur (saying "kind of a good person" for example),
but when multiple groups has a slur fully written out in their name or ID, nope that goes undetected for months.