I don’t really engage much with this account so if u wanna follow my active page feel free (warning it’s a bit of a Stan account pop music and closeted queer pop stars iykyk) @lavendergay.bsky.social

I just want to get to know people and connect deeply but I’m also very odd and socially anxious until I know someone deeply so idk what to do with that

Normalize priotizing giving gigs to people who live in that city….
It’s hard enough here without hosting a gig where more than half the « local cast » are out of town ….

It feels like bc I host my own shows occasionally that I don’t really get booked for many gigs outside of that or my friends…. Which makes me question my worth and value as An artist a lot .

I joined drag cuz I felt like an outsider and wanted community. drag race has created such a competitive bitchy spirit around drag that I still feel like an outsider ….

Working on an amazing project for 2025 that’s going to take me most of the year. It’s self driven and I’m really excited to push myself creatively and really achieve my vision for this marvellous swamp witch creature I’ve created

Panic attack before doing drag yesterday has led to now feeling inspired again for drag. The roller coaster never ends