I’ll work on a comms card later

This reminds me of the trans phenomenon known as Ew-phoria, like it’s a weird sort of validation to experience the negative effects of being passable, in this case, the negative effects of being good at art.

DAMN, those wizards!

Time for Prison Song 2

He never said he wanted to download this video

I can’t make it out, the quality of the vid isn’t that great, BUT, his chest and head are raised, and if you’ve ever held a cat then you know, unless you’re holding it but by the chest, they’re not gonna stay like that when held. Picking them up is like picking up a pillow or a towel.

That’s adorable but, how the fuck is he floating???

know how. I also never blocked her instagram because she had blocked me there so there was no point blocking her there. I’m just losing it now idk what to do, fighting feelings is one of the hardest things I’ve experienced.

I shaved everything (for no reason in particular just to feel good), and I wanted to end it off with sending the email and just going to sleep. Just wanted to ask why she added me on Duolingo of all things, if she wanted to talk, she has my email, the one thing I can’t block her on because I don’t

Like, I want to msg her somewhere but I know I shouldn’t, but all I want is to talk to her again. But I also know I’m gonna get sucked into the same cycle I’ve been in for 6 years again. I was tempted to send an email last night, I did a lot yesterday, I had an interview, I returned to the gym,

I confronted her about it, albeit kinda not so direct and maybe harsher than I usually have in the past. But I didn’t know how to address it anymore. So that’s how I addressed it and I know she got what I was talking about. Months later she adds my Duolingo account. I’ve been losing my mind