I DON'T THINK HE TRUSTS ME
same writer as @pushoflove.isfluffy.fyi. CH3+4 SPOILERS. MDNI
they/them only for kris if you misgender them you go to hell
PFP AND BANNER FROM; https://x.com/nexketch_/status/1965399180387774718
( it would ease your mind a little to know that ralsei feels safe to be herself around you. even if you're not able to be yourself around her. )
( it would ease your mind a little to know that ralsei feels safe to be herself around you. even if you're not able to be yourself around her. )
( this is a little frustrating. it's hard to stay calm like this. )
... you don't... it's... fine. just...
want you to be honest. with me. for me.
... you said you wanted to help. right?
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( this is a little frustrating. it's hard to stay calm like this. )
... you don't... it's... fine. just...
want you to be honest. with me. for me.
... you said you wanted to help. right?
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... don't gotta tell me anything, i guess.
( you have your own secrets, anyways. )
but... i don't like... when you act like nothing's up.
... don't gotta tell me anything, i guess.
( you have your own secrets, anyways. )
but... i don't like... when you act like nothing's up.
... i don't...
think that's true. c'mon, ralsei...
( she promised to be more truthful. where was that? )
... i don't...
think that's true. c'mon, ralsei...
( she promised to be more truthful. where was that? )
( ❤️ Want to help Ralsei ) --- ( Don't have anything to help with )
( you say you want to help her instead. she's... already helped you a decent amount, you feel. )
( ❤️ Want to help Ralsei ) --- ( Don't have anything to help with )
( you say you want to help her instead. she's... already helped you a decent amount, you feel. )
... can... talk about it.
... can... talk about it.
( that's strange. )
... everything okay, ralsei?
( that's strange. )
... everything okay, ralsei?
( ... it fills you with a sense of pity, seeing him not take anything for himself. what made him like this? you said, you said it was okay to have wants, or desires... )
... take what you want. there's... enough for everyone.
( you're almost expecting him to. )
( ... it fills you with a sense of pity, seeing him not take anything for himself. what made him like this? you said, you said it was okay to have wants, or desires... )
... take what you want. there's... enough for everyone.
( you're almost expecting him to. )
mm. okay.
mm. okay.
( you wonder if you could feel a heartbeat near her chest. or anything of that sort. )
( you don't entertain that right now, just nuzzling in her neck... )
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( you wonder if you could feel a heartbeat near her chest. or anything of that sort. )
( you don't entertain that right now, just nuzzling in her neck... )
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( water had to do. you sit down, next to ralsei. it was still busy all around you, but you seemed attentive to his needs, just a little bit more. )
... small stomach? or just. nervous?
( you get it, if it's either of those. )
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( water had to do. you sit down, next to ralsei. it was still busy all around you, but you seemed attentive to his needs, just a little bit more. )
... small stomach? or just. nervous?
( you get it, if it's either of those. )
++
( surely there was still that heart of gold lying in there somewhere. )
( it does make you feel a little empowered, thinking he might /not/ want to hurt you, despite his or other darkner's feelings about lightners in their world. )
guess i don't know you /that/ well, yet.
( surely there was still that heart of gold lying in there somewhere. )
( it does make you feel a little empowered, thinking he might /not/ want to hurt you, despite his or other darkner's feelings about lightners in their world. )
guess i don't know you /that/ well, yet.
( you lightly shrug to that question. you don't really know what's wrong with you, it's probably a mix of things, so... you don't have anything to say, but... )
... did you not want to?
( you partially assumed that maybe he would, but... )
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( you lightly shrug to that question. you don't really know what's wrong with you, it's probably a mix of things, so... you don't have anything to say, but... )
... did you not want to?
( you partially assumed that maybe he would, but... )
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( maybe this floor was cozier for her, now that you're here. you've definitely had your fair share of "floor time" too, so... )
... this good?
( maybe this floor was cozier for her, now that you're here. you've definitely had your fair share of "floor time" too, so... )
... this good?
okay.
( you get closer and just. lean heavily onto her, in an attempt to drag her down to the floor with you??? just right here??? )
okay.
( you get closer and just. lean heavily onto her, in an attempt to drag her down to the floor with you??? just right here??? )
.....
( your thoughts win. )
... could lay on you. like a blanket. heh.
.....
( your thoughts win. )
... could lay on you. like a blanket. heh.
( again, you don't really say anything. )
( but you lead him to the table, where all the food was... )
... here. sit... grab a plate and... get whatever you want.
( you were getting a drink. your throat was parched. )
( again, you don't really say anything. )
( but you lead him to the table, where all the food was... )
... here. sit... grab a plate and... get whatever you want.
( you were getting a drink. your throat was parched. )
( does she want you to lay on her??? you're pretty light... )
( does she want you to lay on her??? you're pretty light... )