screaming & shouting & jumping all about 4 dat pu$$y
December 23, 2025 at 2:49 AM
screaming & shouting & jumping all about 4 dat pu$$y
i wish i had the energy to at least become sexy to myself
December 19, 2025 at 3:10 PM
i wish i had the energy to at least become sexy to myself
somehow, after losing everything and almost going up to the roof, i slept better last night
December 19, 2025 at 2:18 PM
somehow, after losing everything and almost going up to the roof, i slept better last night
still really miss what we had going there
September 21, 2025 at 2:18 AM
still really miss what we had going there
i am completely hopelessly socially broken no matter how hard i try to undo the damage my parenting did to me
every social anxiety fear i try to not worry about gets justified in the end
am i just cursed to be alone forever out of my control
every social anxiety fear i try to not worry about gets justified in the end
am i just cursed to be alone forever out of my control
July 17, 2025 at 12:08 AM
i am completely hopelessly socially broken no matter how hard i try to undo the damage my parenting did to me
every social anxiety fear i try to not worry about gets justified in the end
am i just cursed to be alone forever out of my control
every social anxiety fear i try to not worry about gets justified in the end
am i just cursed to be alone forever out of my control
there is no greater mental pain than when i get sucked into the state of not having you bc life fucked me over before you got taken by a bf. how youve made too many longtime close friends while i was burning on klonopin to even reciprocate me much. how everything i feared abt how hot you are is true
May 12, 2025 at 3:25 AM
there is no greater mental pain than when i get sucked into the state of not having you bc life fucked me over before you got taken by a bf. how youve made too many longtime close friends while i was burning on klonopin to even reciprocate me much. how everything i feared abt how hot you are is true
ignore all my previous posts and replace them with "i dont deserve such friends" (chat expressing ur feelings civilly works)
May 7, 2025 at 4:06 AM
ignore all my previous posts and replace them with "i dont deserve such friends" (chat expressing ur feelings civilly works)
all intimacy and affection from someoone he truly wants make a precious, fleeting moment for the attachment-ambivalent, forced to retain the battering of his parents and be forever weakened by it in all his writhings towards a light
May 7, 2025 at 2:29 AM
all intimacy and affection from someoone he truly wants make a precious, fleeting moment for the attachment-ambivalent, forced to retain the battering of his parents and be forever weakened by it in all his writhings towards a light
i will never have a single dependable friend who prioritizes me at all
May 7, 2025 at 2:08 AM
i will never have a single dependable friend who prioritizes me at all
envy is truly the most painful and overwhelming of all emotions
April 25, 2025 at 3:58 AM
envy is truly the most painful and overwhelming of all emotions
the courage to express my feelings of exclusion and inadequacy has been the best thing emotionally to happen to me in a great many years
April 23, 2025 at 12:13 PM
the courage to express my feelings of exclusion and inadequacy has been the best thing emotionally to happen to me in a great many years
the only thing that works for me
help me get away from myself
help me get away from myself
April 5, 2025 at 7:56 PM
the only thing that works for me
help me get away from myself
help me get away from myself
why is it so rare to find someone whos both extremely attractive and desirable to you AND does anything to show outwardly liking you on their own instead of either someone gushing over you while youre not quite feeling it or uncomfortably wanting someone but any their returned flirting is indirect
March 18, 2025 at 3:58 AM
why is it so rare to find someone whos both extremely attractive and desirable to you AND does anything to show outwardly liking you on their own instead of either someone gushing over you while youre not quite feeling it or uncomfortably wanting someone but any their returned flirting is indirect
there is no such thing as emotional release or closure in my life
March 14, 2025 at 4:04 AM
there is no such thing as emotional release or closure in my life
im the most unfairly lonely person in the world. how much longer will it be before i can know touch. please let it happen next month. please let my parents get convinced about letting me take a plane to the con
March 13, 2025 at 3:07 AM
im the most unfairly lonely person in the world. how much longer will it be before i can know touch. please let it happen next month. please let my parents get convinced about letting me take a plane to the con
the sheer overwhelming hellish intolerable feelings i get just thinking about my parents and getting attacked by them in my head for every last little traumatized action. i feel alongside it primal flashes of the most sickening painful colors of fleshy red and brown and mutilation and hurt
March 8, 2025 at 6:51 PM
the sheer overwhelming hellish intolerable feelings i get just thinking about my parents and getting attacked by them in my head for every last little traumatized action. i feel alongside it primal flashes of the most sickening painful colors of fleshy red and brown and mutilation and hurt
ocean holds me close
it whispers in my ear
carries me away
makes me disappear
it whispers in my ear
carries me away
makes me disappear
March 8, 2025 at 12:13 PM
ocean holds me close
it whispers in my ear
carries me away
makes me disappear
it whispers in my ear
carries me away
makes me disappear
cant shake the feeling they secretly find me annoying/creepy no matter what
March 5, 2025 at 5:47 PM
cant shake the feeling they secretly find me annoying/creepy no matter what
still havent really been able to assemble the words for how existentially panicked, depressed and crushed underneath it all today has been with my parents' abuse shit at a family therapy session and the tornado of college transfer shit in top of homework
February 19, 2025 at 4:10 AM
still havent really been able to assemble the words for how existentially panicked, depressed and crushed underneath it all today has been with my parents' abuse shit at a family therapy session and the tornado of college transfer shit in top of homework
with actual representational positioning of my mirror and my hair styled right i think i may just look 1:1 like sketch's sona irl. you have no clue just how fucking good that feels
February 18, 2025 at 12:27 PM
with actual representational positioning of my mirror and my hair styled right i think i may just look 1:1 like sketch's sona irl. you have no clue just how fucking good that feels
another failed session of trying to perceive my body in the mirror. i wish i had a tripod, and someone else to give me actual detailed feedback. i hope my shoulders arent too big for tank crops
February 16, 2025 at 9:17 PM
another failed session of trying to perceive my body in the mirror. i wish i had a tripod, and someone else to give me actual detailed feedback. i hope my shoulders arent too big for tank crops
back to the only thjng incan focus on or ease the pain with in this trembling scarred state after they abuse me: cyclically checking poison social media
February 15, 2025 at 7:27 PM
back to the only thjng incan focus on or ease the pain with in this trembling scarred state after they abuse me: cyclically checking poison social media