Here is me kicking ass on a groove coaster machine.

Sounds like somebody needs the sequel too

I really hope this stuff goes away eventually because damn does it suck. I may have to just rawdog life for a while until my brain goes back to "normal"

We have the long lost twin ( it's his birthday hat and he loves it)

This was all in project 2025. I'm about ready to blow a gasket on all my "moderate republican" acquaintances who told me p2025 was absolutely not happening

I just want someone to tell me I'm not going to fucking die. Is that too much to ask?

Thanks, I've been on antianxiety meds before but dropped them last year and didn't have any big episodes until now. This is probably the worst I've ever had so it being new territory from the physical standpoint was terrifying. But hey I learned something to apply for next time!

8/?
So yeah no clue how to end this medical story to internet strangers, but I guess sit up straight and put your shoulders back while you still can, kuz your posture will kill ya.

7/?
There are some positives however. I'm exercising and stretching more and working on fixing posture to prevent things from happening again. I'm on anti-anxiety meds again. I'm eating healthier. I'm meditating again. Just trying to improve things overall.

6/?
Overall, I am doing much better, though the reason is still unknown and I still fall into anxiety loops, though not as severe and I can usually break free. Extra frustrating was it cut all enjoyment out of anything I do, meaning all I "want" to do is sit around and stew in misery

5/?
What I learned:
1. For the love of god, never google symptoms, just go to the doctor
2. Sometimes going to the ER might have been worth the money for the peace of mind
3. Don't buy anything to check anything at home if you have anxiety, it'll send you in an obsession spiral

4/?
Thankfully the severe side pain ended day 1, though twinges and minor pokes still happen. Most of what is currently plaguing me I imagine is the physiological result of having a nearly three week combo of panic and anxiety attacks, which is still hard to shake.

3/?
Finally got some anxiety meds this week, though side effects include everything mentioned above when you start off (lol). Am doing generally better. Have a cardiologist appointment in a few weeks just to be sure. Still hurt, still anxious, still don't have concrete answers.

Have appt with neurologist (hasn't happened yet) but by this point panic and anxiety were out of control and manifesting as physical symptoms (tight chest, short breath, lightheadedness, sweating, cramping, palpitations...etc).
I was in an anxiety spiral and couldn't get out.