jade, but make her sadder
@this-isnt-a-handle.bsky.social
Alt of @certified-jade.bsky.social
TW: venting; depression/suicide
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TW: venting; depression/suicide
Only follow me if youre a moots on my main!!
Ugh I always just get stressed out over the tiniest things I hate it
January 11, 2026 at 11:35 PM
Ugh I always just get stressed out over the tiniest things I hate it
fuck my life idk how i even function anymore im just a husk of who i used to be i cant handle this anymore but i cant bring myself to hurt myself in any way in order to cope
in fact ive got no ways of coping, which obviously fucking sucks
in fact ive got no ways of coping, which obviously fucking sucks
January 8, 2026 at 3:41 AM
fuck my life idk how i even function anymore im just a husk of who i used to be i cant handle this anymore but i cant bring myself to hurt myself in any way in order to cope
in fact ive got no ways of coping, which obviously fucking sucks
in fact ive got no ways of coping, which obviously fucking sucks
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January 8, 2026 at 3:36 AM
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so uhh not really a vent post but i ended up doing a bit more on my hand and when i slept i layed my hand under my head ON MY PILLOW so now there blue ink on my pillowcase so i better wash that soon
the only way i can cope right now is just to draw the symbol of the female sex or whatever you call it all over my body and i cant even bring myself to do it after 2 of them
my only ways to cope are physical and yet i cant even bring myself to do them
my only ways to cope are physical and yet i cant even bring myself to do them
January 6, 2026 at 3:06 AM
so uhh not really a vent post but i ended up doing a bit more on my hand and when i slept i layed my hand under my head ON MY PILLOW so now there blue ink on my pillowcase so i better wash that soon
fuck my life fuck everyone in it fuck everything its all just fucking with my emotions i cant even cry anymore why does this have to happen to me of all people why cant it happen to my annoying classmates they deserve it
everything is stress and i have to live up to so many high standards that ive
everything is stress and i have to live up to so many high standards that ive
January 5, 2026 at 4:26 AM
fuck my life fuck everyone in it fuck everything its all just fucking with my emotions i cant even cry anymore why does this have to happen to me of all people why cant it happen to my annoying classmates they deserve it
everything is stress and i have to live up to so many high standards that ive
everything is stress and i have to live up to so many high standards that ive
the only way i can cope right now is just to draw the symbol of the female sex or whatever you call it all over my body and i cant even bring myself to do it after 2 of them
my only ways to cope are physical and yet i cant even bring myself to do them
my only ways to cope are physical and yet i cant even bring myself to do them
January 5, 2026 at 4:13 AM
the only way i can cope right now is just to draw the symbol of the female sex or whatever you call it all over my body and i cant even bring myself to do it after 2 of them
my only ways to cope are physical and yet i cant even bring myself to do them
my only ways to cope are physical and yet i cant even bring myself to do them
how am i a girl
January 5, 2026 at 4:10 AM
how am i a girl
ugh tomorrow i have to go to the worst place ive ever known
i hate it there
too many people
too much stress
if i ever feel like shit during the day then im kinda fucked tbh
i hate it there
too many people
too much stress
if i ever feel like shit during the day then im kinda fucked tbh
January 5, 2026 at 3:54 AM
ugh tomorrow i have to go to the worst place ive ever known
i hate it there
too many people
too much stress
if i ever feel like shit during the day then im kinda fucked tbh
i hate it there
too many people
too much stress
if i ever feel like shit during the day then im kinda fucked tbh
why do my parents have to be racist
January 3, 2026 at 1:20 AM
why do my parents have to be racist
ive never looked at a photo of myself and been happy about it
January 1, 2026 at 6:40 PM
ive never looked at a photo of myself and been happy about it
im surprised i didnt have an identity crisis tonight wow
January 1, 2026 at 8:45 AM
im surprised i didnt have an identity crisis tonight wow
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December 31, 2025 at 6:39 AM
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toxic friends...
December 31, 2025 at 5:59 AM
toxic friends...
recently ive just constantly been feeling a sense of impending doom
December 31, 2025 at 4:24 AM
recently ive just constantly been feeling a sense of impending doom
fuck my life i hate it so much
December 29, 2025 at 7:39 AM
fuck my life i hate it so much
kjldvcn xkmdzfsvxfld;zkvmxzfkmgnxjdfngbjsfhlidzfnblzdfjbwhywhywhwyhwhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywwhywhywhy no one irl understands me i fucking hate it i dont even think i can tell anyone because itll spread like wildfire
December 29, 2025 at 5:57 AM
kjldvcn xkmdzfsvxfld;zkvmxzfkmgnxjdfngbjsfhlidzfnblzdfjbwhywhywhwyhwhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywwhywhywhy no one irl understands me i fucking hate it i dont even think i can tell anyone because itll spread like wildfire
fuck my life
burn it down
it doesnt matter
its just suffering
burn it down
it doesnt matter
its just suffering
December 28, 2025 at 9:28 PM
fuck my life
burn it down
it doesnt matter
its just suffering
burn it down
it doesnt matter
its just suffering
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December 28, 2025 at 9:25 PM
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finally home
So overstimulated ughhhhhh
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
December 27, 2025 at 3:50 AM
finally home
So overstimulated ughhhhhh
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
December 27, 2025 at 2:31 AM
So overstimulated ughhhhhh
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
i dont feel like im a part of my body
i feel outside
i dont feel like i should have a body
i look into a mirror and all i see is a stranger looking back
i feel outside
i dont feel like i should have a body
i look into a mirror and all i see is a stranger looking back
December 26, 2025 at 8:52 AM
i dont feel like im a part of my body
i feel outside
i dont feel like i should have a body
i look into a mirror and all i see is a stranger looking back
i feel outside
i dont feel like i should have a body
i look into a mirror and all i see is a stranger looking back
i want pain
i want a knife inside
i want a knife inside
December 25, 2025 at 4:38 AM
i want pain
i want a knife inside
i want a knife inside
fuck my life people would be happier if i was never born to begin with
December 25, 2025 at 4:28 AM
fuck my life people would be happier if i was never born to begin with
i feel guilty and stressed about everything at this point but then i feel like a lot of the stuff that i feel guilty/stressed about arent worth being stressed about and then feel guilty about it and its just a never ending loop and i want to cry but i cant
December 25, 2025 at 4:26 AM
i feel guilty and stressed about everything at this point but then i feel like a lot of the stuff that i feel guilty/stressed about arent worth being stressed about and then feel guilty about it and its just a never ending loop and i want to cry but i cant
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck WHY AM I LIKE THIS
December 23, 2025 at 5:17 AM
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck WHY AM I LIKE THIS