The revisions wouldn't have been that hard to do IF YOU POINTED IT OUT IMMEDIATELY SUSAN

That's horrible I hope you're ok

Out of all the fics I had u chose to praise the mid super self indulgent work that is only 2 chapters and barely 2k words over all. Didn't even specify what u liked before going straight ad on me. I doubt you're even a real person

Have to fix this I can salvage this maybe really need to get myself back to that therapist and maybe be on meds again thought I'm past that

Wasted so many hours just not doing this stupid portfolio. If I locked in I'll be done in like 3-4 days and it's been 2 weeks already I had enough time and i wasted it why why why it's very easy why is it very hard to do

This is an opportunity I can't afford to fuck up too. I'm very lucky to get it. Full scholarship and a guarantee for a substantial pay raise once I pass the certification. Just need to submit the portfolio. It's so fucking simple. Just do it. Just that.

I hate this why am I like this?? Do i lack the necessary brain chemicals?? But I know what i need to do tho and i know I can do it too. I did it before. I'm qualified. I have the skills. So why am i imploding

I'm sabotaging myself. I'm aware that that's what I'm doing and I know that I just need to stop. And do my task. Just. Start. But I didn't coz I don't know?? My brain just. Don't. Don't wanna.