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@thousandyardhare.bsky.social
If I don't know you I'm blocking you because they don't have private accounts yet, I'm here to yell into the void and nothing else
anyway uh they/them dont talk to me here unless we're cool
fuck cops fuck ai fuck trump
anyway uh they/them dont talk to me here unless we're cool
fuck cops fuck ai fuck trump
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@thousandyardhare.bsky.social
· Aug 28
srsly yall if i don't know you i'm blocking
Cried a lil tonight (positive)
I'm feeling rlly good right now. <:)
I'm feeling rlly good right now. <:)
November 14, 2025 at 1:19 AM
Cried a lil tonight (positive)
I'm feeling rlly good right now. <:)
I'm feeling rlly good right now. <:)
I have to be better, I want to be better. I was doing so good, I can't stop now.
I feel the depressive spell hitting again. But I'm not ready. I can get through it.
Just do the work. A couple more weeks and i'll be on a trip and not have to worry about work again until its over.
I feel the depressive spell hitting again. But I'm not ready. I can get through it.
Just do the work. A couple more weeks and i'll be on a trip and not have to worry about work again until its over.
November 12, 2025 at 12:03 PM
I have to be better, I want to be better. I was doing so good, I can't stop now.
I feel the depressive spell hitting again. But I'm not ready. I can get through it.
Just do the work. A couple more weeks and i'll be on a trip and not have to worry about work again until its over.
I feel the depressive spell hitting again. But I'm not ready. I can get through it.
Just do the work. A couple more weeks and i'll be on a trip and not have to worry about work again until its over.
I am manic af rn to the point it's hard to sleep
but GOD it feels good to get so much work done, this shit rules
Can I feel good all the time? Please?
but GOD it feels good to get so much work done, this shit rules
Can I feel good all the time? Please?
November 6, 2025 at 9:44 AM
I am manic af rn to the point it's hard to sleep
but GOD it feels good to get so much work done, this shit rules
Can I feel good all the time? Please?
but GOD it feels good to get so much work done, this shit rules
Can I feel good all the time? Please?
Good things are happening today. :)
November 5, 2025 at 3:10 AM
Good things are happening today. :)
Ideations hitting hard
I need a nap
I need a nap
October 29, 2025 at 8:52 AM
Ideations hitting hard
I need a nap
I need a nap
Im glad this page exists.
Everything feels quieter after i get the thoughts out.
I wish those thoughts would stay out.
Everything feels quieter after i get the thoughts out.
I wish those thoughts would stay out.
October 29, 2025 at 5:38 AM
Im glad this page exists.
Everything feels quieter after i get the thoughts out.
I wish those thoughts would stay out.
Everything feels quieter after i get the thoughts out.
I wish those thoughts would stay out.
Not feeling good.
Feeling like a bad friend
Feeling like a bad partner
Feeling selfish where i feel like there's not enough done for me but i know im not doing enough for others so why would i deserve it?
Internal anger followed by internal guilt that loop into each other
Blaming everyone AND myself
Feeling like a bad friend
Feeling like a bad partner
Feeling selfish where i feel like there's not enough done for me but i know im not doing enough for others so why would i deserve it?
Internal anger followed by internal guilt that loop into each other
Blaming everyone AND myself
October 29, 2025 at 5:35 AM
Not feeling good.
Feeling like a bad friend
Feeling like a bad partner
Feeling selfish where i feel like there's not enough done for me but i know im not doing enough for others so why would i deserve it?
Internal anger followed by internal guilt that loop into each other
Blaming everyone AND myself
Feeling like a bad friend
Feeling like a bad partner
Feeling selfish where i feel like there's not enough done for me but i know im not doing enough for others so why would i deserve it?
Internal anger followed by internal guilt that loop into each other
Blaming everyone AND myself
I know I shouldn't and I definitely won't, but fucking christ every time I hit a depressive episode every little inconvenience and ounce of bad news compounds so heavily on me that I wish I could pick up a nicotine addiction. I can't handle this shit clean anymore, man.
October 27, 2025 at 3:34 AM
I know I shouldn't and I definitely won't, but fucking christ every time I hit a depressive episode every little inconvenience and ounce of bad news compounds so heavily on me that I wish I could pick up a nicotine addiction. I can't handle this shit clean anymore, man.
I wish I could sleep but I'm currently in the "I don't fit into any space I'm invited to and everyone secretly hates me" phase of my night/morning.
I know it's not true, but the brain won't produce the sleepy chemicals so it's panicking. :)
I shoulda taken a melatonin.
I know it's not true, but the brain won't produce the sleepy chemicals so it's panicking. :)
I shoulda taken a melatonin.
October 14, 2025 at 1:36 PM
I wish I could sleep but I'm currently in the "I don't fit into any space I'm invited to and everyone secretly hates me" phase of my night/morning.
I know it's not true, but the brain won't produce the sleepy chemicals so it's panicking. :)
I shoulda taken a melatonin.
I know it's not true, but the brain won't produce the sleepy chemicals so it's panicking. :)
I shoulda taken a melatonin.
God I talked about it before but with SHf out now I can confidently say that i have and always will hate Silent Hill fans, and i still absolutely hate Final Fantasy fans atm. Idk how yall can say SHf or FFXVI sucks but I consider it a skill issue on your parts, both games mean the world to me rn.
September 29, 2025 at 9:29 PM
God I talked about it before but with SHf out now I can confidently say that i have and always will hate Silent Hill fans, and i still absolutely hate Final Fantasy fans atm. Idk how yall can say SHf or FFXVI sucks but I consider it a skill issue on your parts, both games mean the world to me rn.
Idk if its just a product of losing motivation or getting older, but visualizing in my head is becoming harder and harder without reference
The more I learn about perspective and anatomy the harder its becoming to put all of the information together in my head, and my art is suffering from it
The more I learn about perspective and anatomy the harder its becoming to put all of the information together in my head, and my art is suffering from it
September 22, 2025 at 1:41 AM
Idk if its just a product of losing motivation or getting older, but visualizing in my head is becoming harder and harder without reference
The more I learn about perspective and anatomy the harder its becoming to put all of the information together in my head, and my art is suffering from it
The more I learn about perspective and anatomy the harder its becoming to put all of the information together in my head, and my art is suffering from it
Spending a lot of my time going from "I'm losing my whimsey and wonder as an artist, everything is expensive and I'm tired and the drive to create just isn't there anymore and I don't know if I can thrive like this" to 5 minutes later being like "damn maybe kyu would look cute with some robot legs."
September 6, 2025 at 10:31 PM
Spending a lot of my time going from "I'm losing my whimsey and wonder as an artist, everything is expensive and I'm tired and the drive to create just isn't there anymore and I don't know if I can thrive like this" to 5 minutes later being like "damn maybe kyu would look cute with some robot legs."
Aside from maybe a few special cases I can't think about right now, I've started taking a stance on some properties where instead of talking about what a property SHOULD be, i start thinking more on what it COULD be.
Been thinking a lot about this in regards to Final Fantasy and Silent Hill lately.
Been thinking a lot about this in regards to Final Fantasy and Silent Hill lately.
September 5, 2025 at 4:01 AM
Aside from maybe a few special cases I can't think about right now, I've started taking a stance on some properties where instead of talking about what a property SHOULD be, i start thinking more on what it COULD be.
Been thinking a lot about this in regards to Final Fantasy and Silent Hill lately.
Been thinking a lot about this in regards to Final Fantasy and Silent Hill lately.
i keep accidently hitting like on stuff I already hit like on with another account 🐰💦
September 4, 2025 at 3:38 AM
i keep accidently hitting like on stuff I already hit like on with another account 🐰💦
Yo what witch did i piss off in passing I got two fortune cookies that said "You will soon be changing your present line of work" and one that was ripped so it just said "- things are being said about you"
September 2, 2025 at 4:28 AM
Yo what witch did i piss off in passing I got two fortune cookies that said "You will soon be changing your present line of work" and one that was ripped so it just said "- things are being said about you"
fuck man i think i need a break day for a whole different reason now. fuck me.
I needa pretend life is good rn.
I needa pretend life is good rn.
August 28, 2025 at 10:36 PM
fuck man i think i need a break day for a whole different reason now. fuck me.
I needa pretend life is good rn.
I needa pretend life is good rn.
fffffuck me I shouldn't have logged on today
I should have stayed ignorant and just gotten straight to reading my new anatomy book
I'm so tired of this fucking country, man. Just leave me alone.
I should have stayed ignorant and just gotten straight to reading my new anatomy book
I'm so tired of this fucking country, man. Just leave me alone.
August 28, 2025 at 9:49 PM
fffffuck me I shouldn't have logged on today
I should have stayed ignorant and just gotten straight to reading my new anatomy book
I'm so tired of this fucking country, man. Just leave me alone.
I should have stayed ignorant and just gotten straight to reading my new anatomy book
I'm so tired of this fucking country, man. Just leave me alone.
so glad my new tablet stand comes in tomorrow, i haven't been able to work well today because this shit keeps collapsing
Also getting new gloves, so i won't have to lose em again....
Also getting new gloves, so i won't have to lose em again....
August 28, 2025 at 7:22 AM
so glad my new tablet stand comes in tomorrow, i haven't been able to work well today because this shit keeps collapsing
Also getting new gloves, so i won't have to lose em again....
Also getting new gloves, so i won't have to lose em again....
why is bsky switching my accounts on a whim how'd it do that wtf
August 28, 2025 at 4:46 AM
why is bsky switching my accounts on a whim how'd it do that wtf
I feel like shit saying this but a quick way to get muted by me is to just constantly, CONSTANTLY be posting about world events all day every day every minute every hour
not that i think it's unimportant or "uwu no pawitics" or some shit but because current events make me wanna suckstart a remington
not that i think it's unimportant or "uwu no pawitics" or some shit but because current events make me wanna suckstart a remington
August 28, 2025 at 4:43 AM
I feel like shit saying this but a quick way to get muted by me is to just constantly, CONSTANTLY be posting about world events all day every day every minute every hour
not that i think it's unimportant or "uwu no pawitics" or some shit but because current events make me wanna suckstart a remington
not that i think it's unimportant or "uwu no pawitics" or some shit but because current events make me wanna suckstart a remington
srsly yall if i don't know you i'm blocking
August 28, 2025 at 3:43 AM
srsly yall if i don't know you i'm blocking
having a space to yell opinions and personal thoughts feels so good for me rn, it's nice to hide in the blindspot of the internet for a minute and just pretend my opinion is the only one that matters right now, even if the ramblings are incoherent
August 28, 2025 at 2:20 AM
having a space to yell opinions and personal thoughts feels so good for me rn, it's nice to hide in the blindspot of the internet for a minute and just pretend my opinion is the only one that matters right now, even if the ramblings are incoherent
yaknow i've been really excited about the silent hill revival and I'm very much a person of "yes team silent made the best games in the series but i think there's still room for other people to use this concept to tell these stories" and try not to be overly critical with nitpicks of new stuff-
August 28, 2025 at 2:17 AM
yaknow i've been really excited about the silent hill revival and I'm very much a person of "yes team silent made the best games in the series but i think there's still room for other people to use this concept to tell these stories" and try not to be overly critical with nitpicks of new stuff-
i do think that bringing final fantasy back to turnbased would be neat, but i'd like to see how they could evolve it
I like the idea of moving around a bit and lining up shots and spells like LAG Infinite Wealth did
they can take some notes from Expedition 33 too but idk what they should keep
I like the idea of moving around a bit and lining up shots and spells like LAG Infinite Wealth did
they can take some notes from Expedition 33 too but idk what they should keep
August 28, 2025 at 2:04 AM
i do think that bringing final fantasy back to turnbased would be neat, but i'd like to see how they could evolve it
I like the idea of moving around a bit and lining up shots and spells like LAG Infinite Wealth did
they can take some notes from Expedition 33 too but idk what they should keep
I like the idea of moving around a bit and lining up shots and spells like LAG Infinite Wealth did
they can take some notes from Expedition 33 too but idk what they should keep
you know what fuck it my new tablet stand and gloves come tomorrow i'ma just draw then i needa give myself a lil break tonight
August 28, 2025 at 1:58 AM
you know what fuck it my new tablet stand and gloves come tomorrow i'ma just draw then i needa give myself a lil break tonight