they're kinda awkward to access

i assume you know how to get around firewalls by just looking at the source code, right? :-)

huh. when i've flown first class/business class, there's always been a tray table buried somewhere (usually in the arm rest). what airline did you fly?

FSM knows there's plenty of reasons to be depressed these days, but you could have S.A.D., which would just exacerbate existing problems. (i've dealt with S.A.D. in the past.)