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@tiredofbeingalive.bsky.social
just wanna feel like a priority to the people i love. or like i matter at all
December 23, 2025 at 4:40 AM
just wanna feel like a priority to the people i love. or like i matter at all
y’all mind if i get bone achingly sad for no reason 🥹
December 23, 2025 at 12:51 AM
y’all mind if i get bone achingly sad for no reason 🥹
wish i could say what i wanna say
December 22, 2025 at 5:46 AM
wish i could say what i wanna say
love having “health paranoia” as my friend called it, and being on lamictal, and having skin issues like is this the rash that kills lamictal takers or am i being paranoid
December 22, 2025 at 3:04 AM
love having “health paranoia” as my friend called it, and being on lamictal, and having skin issues like is this the rash that kills lamictal takers or am i being paranoid
my phq9 got worse instead of better so they had to break out the big guns (stronger magnets)
December 18, 2025 at 12:45 AM
my phq9 got worse instead of better so they had to break out the big guns (stronger magnets)
do you know what a phq9 is or are you normal
December 18, 2025 at 12:45 AM
do you know what a phq9 is or are you normal
oh my fucking god i hope i die
December 17, 2025 at 11:42 PM
oh my fucking god i hope i die
my babies being extra sweet and cute and funny today like they can sense how badly i would like to be dead
December 17, 2025 at 8:35 PM
my babies being extra sweet and cute and funny today like they can sense how badly i would like to be dead
think i might have to die
excited to start tms but also afraid that if it doesn’t work i will have to die
December 17, 2025 at 5:36 PM
think i might have to die
gently calming down a child with very big feelings feels healing to my inner child but also like damn i can do this for a kid that’s not mine and my mom couldn’t do it for her own daughter
December 11, 2025 at 8:57 PM
gently calming down a child with very big feelings feels healing to my inner child but also like damn i can do this for a kid that’s not mine and my mom couldn’t do it for her own daughter
shit is looking so so bleak i’m running out of reasons to stay with so many to goooo
December 11, 2025 at 7:10 PM
shit is looking so so bleak i’m running out of reasons to stay with so many to goooo
i’m so tired of being alive i’ve run out of energy to pretend that im not
December 11, 2025 at 6:20 PM
i’m so tired of being alive i’ve run out of energy to pretend that im not
my boss is having trouble finding a sub for me which sucks but also may be a blessing in disguise bc i fear a funeral would only make my si worse
December 11, 2025 at 6:19 PM
my boss is having trouble finding a sub for me which sucks but also may be a blessing in disguise bc i fear a funeral would only make my si worse
hmm mayhaps it’s time to give up
December 11, 2025 at 5:38 PM
hmm mayhaps it’s time to give up
i love knowing that my med change is making me feel horrible and there’s not shit to be done about it bc i can’t change meds while doing tms yaaay i hope i die omg someone pls kill me
December 11, 2025 at 12:24 AM
i love knowing that my med change is making me feel horrible and there’s not shit to be done about it bc i can’t change meds while doing tms yaaay i hope i die omg someone pls kill me
damn was almost doing better
December 11, 2025 at 12:21 AM
damn was almost doing better
if my coworker doesn’t stop complaining to me about getting off of work after it’s dark outside like first of all I get off of work after you do second of all I have to drive 30 minutes to tms therapy every day and then 30 back home 😐
December 10, 2025 at 11:15 PM
if my coworker doesn’t stop complaining to me about getting off of work after it’s dark outside like first of all I get off of work after you do second of all I have to drive 30 minutes to tms therapy every day and then 30 back home 😐
feeling worse by the minute, think something may be seriously wrong 🙂 whatever it is, fingers crossed it kills me!!
December 10, 2025 at 2:33 AM
feeling worse by the minute, think something may be seriously wrong 🙂 whatever it is, fingers crossed it kills me!!
i need my body to get used to my med change pls omg im so sick of feeling like this
December 10, 2025 at 1:22 AM
i need my body to get used to my med change pls omg im so sick of feeling like this
got my meds changed up a month ago and i still weird from it. not just mentally, i can physically feel the withdrawal 😐 can feel it in my whole body but esp my arms and hands 😐 love that for me
December 9, 2025 at 2:30 AM
got my meds changed up a month ago and i still weird from it. not just mentally, i can physically feel the withdrawal 😐 can feel it in my whole body but esp my arms and hands 😐 love that for me
wow what a long day (i’ve been awake 8 hours) goodnight!
December 7, 2025 at 2:55 AM
wow what a long day (i’ve been awake 8 hours) goodnight!
think i may do everyone a favor and relieve them from the burden of knowing me by disappearing without a trace
December 7, 2025 at 1:54 AM
think i may do everyone a favor and relieve them from the burden of knowing me by disappearing without a trace
i need priv accts stat bc i hate knowing that people who don’t fw me anymore could and probably do creep
December 7, 2025 at 1:51 AM
i need priv accts stat bc i hate knowing that people who don’t fw me anymore could and probably do creep
gonna go insane like certifiably
December 6, 2025 at 6:09 AM
gonna go insane like certifiably
mfs be like i always wanna be in your life then be hoping your life ends soon
December 6, 2025 at 12:35 AM
mfs be like i always wanna be in your life then be hoping your life ends soon