Maybe i dont act like it (self pro-claimed very good at acting djb)

I...still really miss him
Logged back in to see the Overture post(sappy ver)

;;;;;;;;; oshi.....would it be okay for you to remain my kamioshi even after you're long gone

_( _ it dosent look like ikey at all...

But really the truth is i carry his pape with me almost all the time 🧍🏻‍♂️🧍🏻‍♂️🧍🏻‍♂️

Initially he was a concert buddy, then travel buddy...now hes just.....like a pokemon...everywhere i go he goes...a good luck charm...

🥺🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ SIR DO YOU NEED ALOT OF SEROTONIN HAI OKAY HERE YOU GO

I take!! Many pape photos!! Even tho alot are nichijou photos!!

Please!! Take as much serotonin as you need!!

Mumumumumumu

This comes off as attention seeking but when i get notifs that oshi liked stuff i posted on pape tag a part of me is happy even tho

Sir...im just doing stupid things with your pape but...glad you like it(?)

Ik hes said before the art & pape tag is serotonin boost for him /2

;w; at the end of the day i feel like i might still end up being more of the lurking/comments emotes in chat during stream quill who occasionally posts stupid photos on the pape tag but

;w;) E

;w; i still dont interact alot with other fans, mostly just like their tweets

But the few i've talked to be it just a hello or what, ;w;)! Everyone is really nice

Floofs are all nice people ;w;

Yapped alot/the same stuff on twt but still ;w;

their friend, and in return!! Meet more people on the concert day itself along with the quilldren meetup ;w;

I'll continue to support my oshi! Cant speak for fellow fans but whever he goes i'll go!

Honestly it was a bad decision financially speaking, but i dont regret one bit of it

I got to see oshi live, in 3D, physically at the venue, my dream came true but on a bigger scale.

If it wasnt for this trip and going to Ikebu the day i landed, i wouldt have run into and ex classmate and met

Maybe today ill be more active here to hide from chingus on other platforms www

Just....incase they rmb

On the topic of ranting alil could the online shops ship out my stuff sooner thanks ik yall back from cny break pls ship it i dont want to die in a winter weather

Tho ngl dying from the cold in jp sounds like a nice way to go-

Wanted to visit said friend today and tmrw but god i am not your strongest warrior i cannot face this woman alone.

I spent 30mins+ fighting with her the first time i went to visit i vant go tru that agony/verge of crying cuz if i do the hospital will prolly have a new patient

The nerve of this bitch despite us placing emphasis!! On the fact!!

WE ARE HIS FRIENDS NOT HIS FAMILY DAMN BITCH HOW TF WE GONNA GET HIS NUMBER

🧍🏻‍♂️🧍🏻‍♂️🧍🏻‍♂️ but bruh my chinese is horrible i dont think i cam survive taiwan without my mom LMAOOOOOO

🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ brain got struck quite awhile back of "maybe i cant afford big bucks to travel to japan with fam, BUT TAIWAN!! that seems a bit more do able for me"

🧍🏻‍♂️🧍🏻‍♂️ least that was when i had a job

So thats travelling goal!!

Irl goal? Land a new job first LMAO nodnod and break my record of 2½ years!!