i just realised i've been creating songs for nine years now but i'm so bad at socialising that it has never gotten big or even mildly successful. or my stuff is just not that good, idk.

not sure if i'm having a sore throat because i accidentally growled incorrectly or because i caught a cold. either way, i'm gonna keep screaming cause it's just so fun. (also wanna get the album out quickly.)

ai music makes me so upset.
i poured all my heart and soul into this craft and some *thing* does it better than me in minutes... it doesn't even have a heart or a soul. my passion was already devalued by people enough, it didn't need any of this shit

what is a corn dog? is it a canine who likes nu-metal?

i *might* go full vegetarian at some point. and a cute video of a chicken is gonna be the final straw

my (relatively) new song
check it out or something idk
thanks
Torkujra - Imperfect Reiteration
youtu.be/dXiHFircc_U

lookin back at my old pictures, and god damn, no wonder they all knew that i'm gay. i gotta be one of the gayest closeted gay teens ever.

I am self sustainable, I need not to be treated with your insignificant human affection. | i'm scared of people.. so please don't leave me..

the current generation Torkujra just got a minor facelift.

i might do a major redesign for Toru soon. they're getting more and more generic each day..
first thing, imma make both eyes cyan. no more different eye colours.

i have been doing nothing but recording music and watching the Simpsons for three days.

(really wanted to say that but i would get wacked on the head if one of my housemates saw it)

doodle dump for bluesky, yay

i try to make music for a living and stuff
it's mostly metal-electronic hybrids of some sort. check Torkujra on Youtube/Spotify/Apple Music/Bandcamp if you're interested. thanks ^w^

This is Torkujra, also known as Toru. They're my main avatar, with most traits being identical and based on myself!

So I created an account here cuz it was getting really toxic back there. I wanna get that old fashioned fun browsing art and stuff. Classic internet surfing adventure, no drama, no self loathing, just good old art appreciation and friends.