fredo的西元929年是牛年，但考慮到農曆時間一月還沒到春節，就會是前一年的鼠年...怎麼都剛好跟oc元素有關哈哈🐀🫶

說到重讀，最近練習讀原文小說，選了之前讀過&很愛的遠大前程。目前還讀得很慢很慢，但搭配有聲書學習大大幫助閱讀理解。我聽的是stephen fry朗讀的版本，就算是敘述段落也唸得十分生動鮮活，即使字面還不懂就能從語氣猜意思，角色台詞的表演就更精采了，非常推薦拿來做英語學習。
話說在聽的時候想到珍奧斯汀的小說裡有幾次寫到男士朗讀劇本的場景（包含不同人朗讀風格的對比），好像比較了解朗讀作為一門技藝，以及朗誦被作為小說裡男士展現魅力的橋段是怎麼回事了（我好喜歡曼斯菲爾的莊園裡芬妮忍不住被克勞佛的朗誦迷住的場景哈哈哈

讀了托爾斯泰的復活，雖然並非所有觀點都同意，不過很喜歡作者對人類精神生活需求的深入探索，再加上感覺得出來（應該）很大一部分是作者本人的心路歷程，令人感到尤其珍貴。很少在小說中看到有這麼深刻的精神反思（形而上的那種精神而非情感描寫），這大概是我被他作品吸引的原因。
最近想要練習深入閱讀，感覺這部作品很適合重讀&邊寫反思心得...

((i find it amazing that i could go this far with no one to talk to or discuss in regard to the story akdriaufuwr the occasional comms/requests helped to make me feel my ocs are real(?)tho im grateful to these cool artists... 🥹

still proud of what i have done so far though! i appreciate the effort and the chance to explore deeper into oc world, knowing them better. the plot/arc still got to be improved and we'll remeet at this some day!😙

i dont see this as a "block" anymore but rather pace changing. it should happen naturally as i had been hyper focusing on writing for a year and more

speaking of productivity addiction, I decided to take a break from novel writing too. i still look forward to it finishing, but now i want to trust the process more instead of forcing it out. i tried for a couple of months but things just felt off. and finally i realized its better to let go.

oh...!! i kinda wanna draw then walking together bc i read so many siblings taking a walk scenes in victorian novels n feel like its a typical family thing to do(?) i like to think of them start doing some family activities while still in the process of getting to know each other slowly...😌

tysm!!🥺i looked through some victorian fashion catalogue, intended to fit historical accuracy but ended up pretty much just picked the styles i wanna see on the charas hahaha🙈(i think kate would have more fun working for caldwell! and it's good for caldwell to have a young, uplifting soul around...

wahh good luck and have fun learning!!!! hope the new skills can assist greatly with your passion projects😳☺️🔥🔥

至少前期磨合時的關係會是這樣😀（好drama，但沒辦法，性格互補型的組合不可能毫無衝突就順順走下去，況且這兩位在情感關係上離成熟還有好一段距離...😇

然而身為惡魔，他認為自己不該對人類的表現有道德判斷，導致他在看清楚情緒的本質之前，就選擇壓抑，因此無法認清內心的不快屬於私人情感，無關道德判斷。
可以說fredo對於惡魔身份有一個「不得介入人性的展現，必須持平中立」的自我要求。而這樣優先要求，便在不知不覺中，影響了他建立「惡魔與契約者」以外的其他關係。
...又扯遠了，其實我只是想分享明明內心風起雲湧，表面還硬要裝沒事（又藏不住）的菲德里柯很好笑。最好笑的是馬歇會發現菲德里柯陰陽怪氣，但無法正確解釋對方在不爽什麼；就算fredo真的有辦法坦白，馬歇的thinker腦也會？？？無法理解，讓需要情緒被同理的菲德里柯更加崩潰（自我懷疑）。

我喜歡我oc怪怪的...🥴((備註：這兩個人都沒有陰陽眼，但馬歇聽菲德里柯說過科德威爾身上有跟東西...

thank you ris!!!🥺 i wanna finish it too cuz it's fun so far! but i will take it as an optional side project so i won't get tired of it too soon😅 also it's not like i need to plan my whole year already so i can take my time and start with the first few months😙

yayy *patiently sitting here waiting for more oc content *👀🪑🧍(shush

ahiwerhawer you sound like a cute lil crow for collecting shiny things even tho you're a gull(what) it's my honor to be able to contribute sth to your collections!!

((ikr they're annoying. but considering their speed, at least they doesn't seem to be real human stalkers or sth...😓

sameeeee hattivattis are my favs i bought the calendar for them even tho they only showed up in a small section... need a version that fully dedicate to these weird creatures😭

yay thank you! hehe it'd be fun to include some victorian stuff and activities too. i'll see what to do with it😚