like it's better at making me functional AND im not hallucinating anymore. i legit was almost traumatized out of staying medicated by prozac but damn im glad i wasnt

snris >>>> ssris imo. took ssris for years and they actually made me experience psychosis and i did not know it until like last year. i may have talked about this before? this is my first time taking an snri and finally i actually understand the appeal of antidepressants

if i won the lottery i wouldnt tell anyone but there would be Signs (ability to study full time)

im probably gonna try to go to umass amherst for my bachelors and move out to northhampton to be with the other gay people once i get my associates but that wont be until like 2028 absolute earliest. i never had the opportunity to study full time but thats ok.

the dream is major in comms minor in japanese language. could end up minoring in like philosophy or some shit tho lol communications may actually be able to make that marketable. i have family connections in the communications industry in general so itll just give me a lot of options regardless

i already have a class im doing that would count for generalized liberal arts but not communications and i just dont want those credits to end up being useless even if its. literally 3 credits. i have to do this at such a slow pace since im studying part time, i dont want anything going to waste

have finally entered advanced stage Grass touching. this has been my goal all along

LITERALLY like they just make constant mistakes and always find New And Creative ways to blame us for it when they inevitably work out poorly. i worked for a struggling mall business until recently and god the mental gymnastics they did in their notices to us was always so impressive (terrifying)

weekly pay is so baller i can actually fucking budget with this

natural harmonia gropius biblically gorgeous autistic man save me

me: 💭 autistic