Im mostly on twt now but to everyone that i looked like a role model of ed behavior to, im sorry yall i was in my honeymoon phase i am not superior in the slightest in fact i literally just binged

Re thought it and decided not to go out since im visibly not republican and its the day after the election. Instead did 2 one-minute planks and 1 one-minute wall sit. Im inactive so this was enough to make me tired asf. Over time ill get better at exercising for now i sleep and fast.

Add me on social steps i need to start walking instead of just fasting. socialstepsapp.com/add?code=9ux... #edsky #caterpillarsky

God forbid i talk about MY interests. I listen to shit i dont care about all the time but if you dont care then theres no reason for me to talk about it at all. If you dont care than it doesn't matter. What if i k_lled myself in front of you? Would it matter then? Huh?

I need to stop telling people about my interests. Nobody gives a fuck about what i enjoy. Nobody gives a fuck about me. This is all so pointless. I am incapable of crying about anything because ive unlearned tears so i just feel like shit completely dry and stone faced.

Resisting the urge to tear the flesh off my bones cause if i do i wont get paid.

It feels like im tearing myself apart for nothing.

For the first time in a while i have the urge to just cry. One moment I feel like I have all the self-control in the world and the next I can't help myself. I just want to cry. Im so fucking stupid. I'm mourning this binge before it happens knowing i am too weak to resist it.

Im at 43 hours should i just call it and eat the damn halo top? #edsky

I always come back

THEY GOT ME 😭 #edsky #caterpillarsky #shedsky #shsky