Hello.

tl;dr in 2019 I was really suicidal and had a hard time with life due to a lot of unexpected trauma. In 2024, I finally felt better, and this makes the 2nd time I'll raise money for CASP on December 5th to 7th. Please check it out this weekend!

Schedule: horaro.org/casp2025/sch...

It’s the start of another work week for most people but it’s also a very stressful week for a lot of Americans this week. Be sure to take time to disconnect from things and places if you need to. Don’t get locked into watching numbers count up. Just have some faith that tomorrow is another day.

I was recently telling someone about how when I was back in high school, I actually had a real life rival. We sat next to each other in math (algebra) and would constantly be bouncing ideas off of each other and racing each other in our studies. Sometimes I would win, sometimes he would.

Sometimes it is important to go exploring in the places that have been long forgotten. You never know what you’ll trip over. Just be careful not to bring back more than you choose to. Sometimes you get lucky and learn a secret.

I could also have Kermit dig. Fozzie walks into frame next to a big smelly pile. “That is one big pile of Kermit! Haaaah wakka wakka!”*insert Statler and Waldorf as Vets on site* “I thought this pile of whatsit stank? *switch* if it weren’t for the hat, I might’ve thought he was the pile! Hooh hooh”

So I’m split on if I want to do “somebody get my agent” to have either a stunt double reach into a pile of crap or if I want to have miss piggy trip into it or unintentionally dig into the big pile. Both have merit and I think both could be done, but should it be a stunt double or an intern?

I don’t wanna spoil too much, but things are coming along nicely and I’m really proud of some of this terrible dialogue I’ve been forced to write. The decision to modify chaos theory to “comedic theory” may seem like a stretch, but I feel like Fozzie Bear makes it work.

So I’ve started writing a fan-screenplay for a movie that will never exist. Stay tuned for bad updates with long stretches of time where I don’t post often but when I do it will likely to be to update people on the nonexistent production of “Muppet’s Jurassic Park”: inspired by somebody’s childhood.

I know i should post more on here but I have been struggling with motivation to do anything as of late. I did drive around five hours to visit a friend recently. Apart from that, it’s been a struggle to get out of bed.

Sorry to anyone expecting me to post more. Been a very odd time for me. Still adjusting to the new life schedule and demands. Not sure I’m doing it right since everything is left. Hard to move forward when everything feels backwards.

New perspectives are nice. Sharing them with others, and comparing them to find the things that overlap are good too. Instead of focusing on what is different, take what is the same and prove those things to be true. No two people or their experiences are the same. It’s good to find shared wisdom.

I should really try following more accounts on here, my feed is always empty. I just don’t trust the algorithm (no offense devs! I’m sure you worked really hard on it and it turned out great! Personal bias is all)

It turns out that in this version of the world, the IV-V-III-VI progression is the 4 chord pop music formula instead of the I-V-VI-IV progression. This is fine. The energy is different but the passion is there.

So I got up this morning to find out I’m in a completely different world now. Everything seems similar but off to me. Kinda can’t wait to really find out more about this place and why I’m here. Firstly the sky appears to be a different color. The app was Bluesky but here it’s purple. Weird…