like 80% of the people i follow have these exact same hot takes. you certainly have good company.

oh i said at level dungeons twice

u get it

well, at-level leveling dungeons, so none of the 60/70/80/etc ones.

leveling, AR, trial, and frontlines roulettes
SB daily society quests (i think the ananta are combat jobs?)
at-level dungeons
SB hunts
at-level dungeons

that's about it, unfortunately. when you hit 71 you can do bozja.

that's adorable

it's nights like these that i really, really fucking miss weed

i dunno man i'm just sad about it. i'm just sad that i wasted years of my life in a place that sucked. i'm sad that i'll never get to do anything like it again without an extreme change in my life.

unless i just make it myself

but that's always been the problem

and i don't know if i'll ever be able to. even when i was, we were slowly sinking and it was some of the worst years of my life.

i was a designer for barely even a year before they laid me off. i barely even did design work. the small bits i did do, i'm proud of, but. god.

and i guess it just really stings to know that i won't ever do that again. financially we can't afford for me to change jobs to anything to pays less, and the SV job posting paid way less. but i want to work for them! i want to work on games that i care about, that mean something to me!

like it sounds so fucking petulant bc i'm paid well for what i do. we can live in a decent house, in a left-leaning state, we can afford essentials and even some nice things

but i will never get to be in games again unless something drastically changes with pay rates, and designers are so underpaid

i was listening to an ama with the thousand times resist devs and i found their job posting for a programmer earlier and all i can really think of is how i can't ever really chase my dream job again

expedition 33 time

putting together the pieces left for you is the opposite of a bad thing

just means you were really paying attention