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trashpanda24.bsky.social
Zaddy Trash Panda
@trashpanda24.bsky.social
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Welcome to the framework of my life, the digital representation of my mind palace.

We are the witnesses through which the universe becomes conscious of its glory, of its magnificence. - Alan Wilson Watts

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Looks Like You
Cole Redding · Looks Like You · Song · 2025
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August 11, 2025 at 7:46 AM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
It’s always great when #ADHD disfunction cycles back to function. I have some kitchen work I don’t really want to do, so I cleaned the bathroom to avoid it.

#LivingWithADHD
April 21, 2025 at 7:27 AM
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therealjacobdillon.bsky.social
Here’s one that works well in black and white. Super contrasty and full of tone

#selfportrait #selfportraitphotography #blackandwhitephotography #angles #figure #figurativemodeling #shadows #abs #obliques #artmodel
February 16, 2025 at 4:22 PM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
In reality, there is nothing funny about this photo, but the more I look at it, I can’t help but laugh about the fact that the ball was missed with that kick. And that point alone has me laughing hysterically.
sportsphotoarchive.bsky.social Sports Photo Archive @sportsphotoarchive.bsky.social · Apr 2
Manchester United's Matteo Darmian kicks Burnley's Sam Vokes as they go for the ball during the English Premier League game at Old Trafford in Manchester, England, on October 29, 2016. (Getty Images)
#sports
#photography
April 2, 2025 at 7:53 PM
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abknicker.art
#fineart #nudeart #fineartnude #monochrome #artnude #artnudephotography #artisticnude #portrait #portraitphotography #photography #nudephotography
April 2, 2025 at 7:21 PM
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everythingaway.bsky.social
The shrine #photography #nature #tree
April 2, 2025 at 7:24 PM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
It’s been a rough day that lead to bad life choices which somehow lead good life choices. However, I know I’m going to regret all of these life choices in about 5 hours. #StillWorthIt
April 2, 2025 at 7:42 PM
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charlesbshaw.bsky.social
#adhd
#mentalhealth
March 31, 2025 at 1:03 PM
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xbytdm.bsky.social
M. Photographed by me ©️2025 SHOTBYTDM #malemodel #malemodels #photooftheday #shotbytdm #portraitphotography #portrait #photography #photoshoot #blackandwhitephotography #man #artisticnude #gay #malephotography #artisticnudephoto #erotic
March 31, 2025 at 6:48 AM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
#ADHDLifeHack Having trouble remembering your routine? Write it on the mirror in dry erase marker. Easy to update, always visible, and never has to be completed.

#ADHD #LivingWithADHD #BuildingCommunity #HelpingHands #ForwardTogether #SmallSteps
Bathroom mirror with morning routine written on it in dry erase marker.
March 31, 2025 at 7:23 AM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
#LifeAfterDivorce #Healing #SmallSteps
vampire
Olivia Rodrigo · GUTS · Song · 2023
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March 31, 2025 at 6:48 AM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
Just woke up from a nap after having a dream about my #ex. At the end, I chased him out of my place with shotgun in hand, then my entire family showed up and took me out to see a show. I fell to the street sobbing feeling the love.

#LifeAfterDivorce #CatharticDreams #Healing #SmallSteps
March 30, 2025 at 10:57 AM
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fotograf-janrene.bsky.social
Let your true colors shine ...

#boudoir #glamor #sensuality #sensuous #erotic #beauty #femalemodel #artistic #artnude #nudeartphoto #fineart #petite #gorgeouswoman #photography #bwphotography #black&white #monochrome #photography
March 30, 2025 at 8:44 AM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
Woot woot, the second box showed up, I have a full sectional on my balcony now. Once everything is finished, I’ll have complete privacy.

#TheTrashHeap
March 27, 2025 at 2:19 AM
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whatupkevin.bsky.social
hadn't shared a poem in a little bit. wrote this a couple weeks back in a very frustrated state of wrestling with the way my mind works and how people understand ADHD.

"a little ADHD?"

#poem
#adhd
the full poem posted here: they say we all got a little ADHD like it's a missed turn or a lost train of thought like it’s just forgetting why you walked into a room not realizing you’ve walked into the same room four times but left every reason behind each time they say we all got a little ADHD while I’m peeling off a shirt from two days ago because the laundry pile is now a landmark and the sink full of dishes looks like an abandoned theme park and the toothbrush has been dry long enough to forget the shape of my mouth but yeah we all got a little ADHD, right? like you’ve stood in the shower but never turned it on just sat there, letting the steam from a future you never met soak into the skin you didn’t want to touch today like you’ve checked your bank app knowing it won’t fix the numbers knowing the overdraft is the only thing growing they say we all got a little ADHD but I’ve burned through obsessions like gas station lighters lit up a dream just to watch it flicker out picked up another, convinced this one will last before the wind in my head snuffs it out again infatuation is a different kind of debt you pay in unread messages or in the apology text for disappearing or in the way you stare at a phone that’s been silent too long they say we all got a little ADHD like they’ve spent hours staring at a blank page, fighting with the ghost of who they were supposed to be like they’ve had a million dollar idea at 3AM and forgotten it by sunrise like they’ve dropped every unfinished thing at their feet until they’re ankle deep in could-have-beens but yeah we all got a little ADHD, right? the full poem posted here: they say we all got a little ADHD like it's a missed turn or a lost train of thought like it’s just forgetting why you walked into a room not realizing you’ve walked into the same room four times but left every reason behind each time they say we all got a little ADHD while I’m peeling off a shirt from two days ago because the laundry pile is now a landmark and the sink full of dishes looks like an abandoned theme park and the toothbrush has been dry long enough to forget the shape of my mouth but yeah we all got a little ADHD, right? like you’ve stood in the shower but never turned it on just sat there, letting the steam from a future you never met soak into the skin you didn’t want to touch today like you’ve checked your bank app knowing it won’t fix the numbers knowing the overdraft is the only thing growing they say we all got a little ADHD but I’ve burned through obsessions like gas station lighters lit up a dream just to watch it flicker out picked up another, convinced this one will last before the wind in my head snuffs it out again infatuation is a different kind of debt you pay in unread messages or in the apology text for disappearing or in the way you stare at a phone that’s been silent too long they say we all got a little ADHD like they’ve spent hours staring at a blank page, fighting with the ghost of who they were supposed to be like they’ve had a million dollar idea at 3AM and forgotten it by sunrise like they’ve dropped every unfinished thing at their feet until they’re ankle deep in could-have-beens but yeah we all got a little ADHD, right?
March 24, 2025 at 2:00 PM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
I want to thank my ex for asking for a divorce. I just found a document I wrote in 2017. Many of the points I made were still a problem in 2024. I wish my #ADHD brain held memory better, maybe I would have been able to communicate better. #LifeAfterDivorce #SmallSteps
March 23, 2025 at 11:21 PM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
Apparently I’m on a journey of digital cleanup.
Phase 0: upgrade tech - completed. Phase 1: Abandon #Meta - completed. Phase 2: Abandon #Google - started, calendar ported to #Apple.
I believe bringing everything I can into the #AppleEnvironment will aid in living an unmedicated #ADHD life.
March 23, 2025 at 8:33 PM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
The Chaos Gremlin is reigning supreme tonight, and I have zero fucks to give. She deserves the chance to spread her wings on occasion. Will I regret anything that happens tonight at some point in the future? No, no I won’t. #ADHD
March 23, 2025 at 12:43 AM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
Trash is trash because it was used up and/or abused.

#ADHD #Anxiety #LivingWithADHD #LivingWithAnxiety #LearningToLoveMyself #LookingForward #ComingUpRoses #ProudOfMyself #NoRegrets #SmallSteps
March 22, 2025 at 11:23 PM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
2 of 6(?) assembled. Still waiting for the box that has the corner section, two sections in the living room awaiting assembly. Can’t wait until the vision for the balcony is fully realized.

#TheTrashHeap #ComingUpRoses
Two sections of a patio sectional.
March 22, 2025 at 7:52 PM
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playfulmike.bsky.social
"And the Crops Withered" is 2/3 of the way to it's funding goal! I'm so excited! I'm really looking forward to realizing this project!

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And the Crops Withered
A single player TTRPG about Demeter's search to find her missing daughter, Persephone, inspired by "The Abduction of Persephone."
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March 21, 2025 at 11:48 PM
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playfulmike.bsky.social
I’m Mike DeAnda. I’m an experimental game designer, whose games have been showcased internationally in festivals and museum exhibits.

not at GDC, BUT currently running a Kickstarter for a game inspired by the Greek folktale of Persephone: www.kickstarter.com/projects/ali...

#WhatAGameDevLooksLike
March 22, 2025 at 3:08 PM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
Looks like I have a project for the weekend.
Flat pack patio furniture.
March 21, 2025 at 7:14 PM
trashpanda24.bsky.social
This perspective has been my life for the last couple of months. Every day has been a little bit better than the last even with the off days, slips days and catastrophic days, the progress has only been up. I’m learning to live with, not struggle against, my #ADHD.

#LivingWithADHD
#SmallSteps
jadedsoulshine.bsky.social jadedsoulshine.bsky.social @jadedsoulshine.bsky.social · Mar 21
ADHD isn’t just a challenge—it’s a superpower. It fuels creativity, adaptability, and the ability to hyperfocus on what matters. It comes with hurdles, it also brings unique problem-solving skills and relentless energy. When embraced, ADHD becomes a strength, not a weakness. #Neurodivergence #ADHD
March 21, 2025 at 6:03 AM