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I do art sometimes: @troubledpasta.bsky.social
Might just stay in bed and try to sleep through the next few days as much as possible
December 27, 2025 at 3:52 PM
worst part about christmas is i can't even relax when it's over because my birthday comes a few days after so it's just this gauntlet of misery i have to live through every year
December 26, 2025 at 4:39 AM
it's frustrating when people are like 'people need to be weirder!!! do whatever you want!!!' when like 90% of the time the response to *actually* doing that is resounding silence and alienation
December 22, 2025 at 5:36 AM
If I sleep without heavy blankets covering me I have debilitating nightmares but if I don't then I overheat and wake up again anyway. There's no damn winning
December 21, 2025 at 10:47 AM
I don't think I'm going to live very long tbh. I just don't think I'm going to make it
December 20, 2025 at 3:45 AM
sorting through old files really puts me in a bad mood. being reminded of how shit my life has been for nearly my entire life and having to keep records of that really fucking sucks
December 19, 2025 at 8:00 AM
i guess it's one of those 'going to bed at 2pm even though I woke up at 11am bc I don't have the will to do anything else' kind of days
December 15, 2025 at 9:19 PM
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I almost fell out of my chair when I heard *this* song in 7 episode

#tadc #theamazingdigitalcircus #pomni #jax #funnybunny #jaxxpomni
December 14, 2025 at 2:44 PM
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December 12, 2025 at 1:36 AM
My toxic trait is never setting a timer when cooking pasta and still making it al dente every time
December 11, 2025 at 12:31 AM
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Soile and Misha by @erika-xero.bsky.social bc I love these bitches

(and Soile with my Prince, bc they both are cat-coded guys who look like if a man and a woman had a baby)

#art #sketch
December 10, 2025 at 6:12 PM
I wish I could capture the joy and motivation I felt doing artfight. Now I just feel like there's no point.
December 8, 2025 at 5:24 PM
I think the hardest part about having a dysthymia diagnosis is just knowing it's going to be like this forever. People love to be like "it gets better!!!" but like. Not with dysthymia it doesn't. My material circumstances might improve but there'll never come a day when I'm not suicidal or sad.
December 7, 2025 at 11:44 PM
I wish I could like, consult with a hairdresser in a non-hair salon environment to like. Discuss what I want to do with my hair and how to construct the style I want and what I need to ask for when I actually do go to get it cut
December 6, 2025 at 7:29 AM
*sighs* It really says a lot that the second someone messages me out of the blue to ask for a commission it's safe to assume it's a scam. I'm just not popular enough to get legitimate requests from people who don't know me.
December 5, 2025 at 6:44 AM
Docs gave me a ✨ 3 month supply ✨ ( •̀ ω •́ )✧
December 4, 2025 at 11:09 PM
tbh i'm at a stage where i just... don't really want to bother giving advice on people's bad relationships anymore, even if it's asked for. like my answer is going to be 'break up with them' and that's not what they want so really all i can say is 'damn that sucks.'
December 3, 2025 at 4:43 PM
Really is impressive how much my mood tanks when I can't take my antidepressants. I go from being fine and productive to lying in bed sighing and feeling like there's a gaping hole in my chest and not having the energy to do anything.
December 2, 2025 at 8:52 PM
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congratulations it's a bard shadowrunner

#OC #art #OCsky #ShadowrunOC
December 1, 2025 at 2:27 PM
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no, Prince became friends with other immortal musician with alcoholism. lol.
Yan and Prince could get along

#OC #sketch
November 28, 2025 at 3:13 AM
might fuck around and commission a vtuber rig of spitfire one day. for reasons 🤔
November 30, 2025 at 1:45 AM
One thing you need to know about me is that I read The Little Match Girl as a four year old and it was my first introduction into the injustices of the world and I do think it broke my heart in a way that never healed.
November 28, 2025 at 7:43 PM
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a joke about a job search on dating apps, or a dating on job search sites, or anything, part 2

#art #OC #OCsky #shadowrunOC #shadowrun
November 28, 2025 at 4:30 PM
being back to not being able to afford to buy christmas presents for my loved ones... really bites. i forgot how much this stresses me out for a brief period of my life. i can't even afford to send my mum a card.
November 27, 2025 at 12:36 AM
Oh cool now I'm getting 3am insomnia again too. guessilldie.jpg
November 26, 2025 at 11:52 AM