My brain is ill so I at this point Genuinely believe there is something utterly repulsive about me that everyone else can see that automatically disqualifies me as a romantic partner. This is not healthy

New job not looking like it has anyone I could connect with. Hate dating apps. Live 20 minutes from town. My only option is to keep reading mao and doing pushups for another 3 years

Was scurrying around buying bear spray and dinner in the pouring rain on thursday and it felt like I was alive again

Good on ya I deleted the app this weekend impulsively

Tsup