i dont generally like roguelikes, playing the same game while chasing % dmg mods etc doesnt really excite me most of the time. but randomizer is kinda lighting a similar fire in my brain i think. its cool

anyways theres a stream of consciousness after about 12 hours of anxiety attacks. ill be fine, as i usually am

back to streaming or drawing tits or whatever when i feel like it. be good to yourselves

its what i imagined a mature person would say. adopt the stiff upper lip. be the adult in the room. stupid

these are the thoughts i linger on as i sit in my chair, drowing myself in youtube, twitch and podcasts. the unlovable slophound idolizing creation while paradoxically sloven

i look back on the last five years and see nothing but my own devolution. the world moved on from covid isolation, i'm not sure i ever did. at some point i told myself "it's okay to die alone. its okay to only be yourself on the internet. people look up to you online, so being subhuman irl is ok"

im not saying anything new, just sitting here alone for yet another night and thinking "out loud". i'm going to die this way i imagine. alone in a room. i am nothing. the world will not remember me, the only evidence of my existence will be whatever fleeting memories folks have of me

its gamified consumption for its own sake, just like doomscrolling or watching tv all day. given the opportunity, the human mind will easily slip into the ability to rest easy and idly dig deeper until dopamine hits. it all goes back to the cynical impulse to just consume because the slop is there

cuute. i got my hands on a ngpc this weekend actually, excited to finally have one

the main issue with GET currently is that there is a short lag in the very first call of the code in a session as it waits for a response. you're probably right that POST won't be any better if this initial lag is because Vnyan needs to spin up the endpoint for either. need to test tho

theres plenty of scientists out there, its good work

only need lua for bizhawk to run and the "api message" node in vnyan. line 12 is what gets sent to vnyan. the api message node's help text should help you make sense of it

this could be improved by forming a POST request or using websockets but that's more work than i felt like doing lol

pretty much anything bizhawk can emulate and has a health gauge, currency, power up states or something similar. just gotta know the memory address!

i have stomach acid issues too, had to make diet changes so i wouldnt be mainlining tums for the rest of my life orz