ANJAYYYY CONGRATSSSS

Loneliness is like... An itchy bite. It will be gone someday, yet on the other day it comes back. If I scratch it too much, it'll bleed. If I let them be, I can't endure itchiness too long.

"Talk about ur feelings to ur friends." Yeah, eventually they'll left too because I'm "bringing negativity."

I don't want to have a relationship too. I feel like people will vomit if they see my bare face or see my full body. Everyone is out of range for me... I can't see myself as equal as them...

It's not about popularity or engagement, I don't envy popular people. I want to be surrounded by people who enjoy stuff with me, not just I hype their stuff and then get forgotten. Is it asking too much? Maybe.

Or maybe I should accept myself that I get lonely no matter what.

Yg nentuin penulis/pembaca itu abusif klo udh ada tindak kriminal atau pengakuan dari org-org sekitar. Ya klo gaada "catatan hitam", yaudah sih gausah ampe generalisir gitu. Lo kritik karya gpp, ampe ngelabelin pembaca ini-itu mah ngeselin beneran.