Mathias but gayer and depressed
@uleasimp.bsky.social
yapping account for @iwatooshi for irl stuff, depression episodes, gay simping and more ✨fun✨ (not) stuff
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please don't repost any of my posts here thank you 🫶🏻
please don't repost any of my posts here thank you 🫶🏻
a week ago I messaged Z to wish him a merry xmas and happy almost new year and also said if he wants boundaries we'll understand
he replied this morning with the sweetest damn message and a loud "NONSENSE" (😂) and I'm gonna need 5-7 business days to figure out how to respond to such a sweet thing
he replied this morning with the sweetest damn message and a loud "NONSENSE" (😂) and I'm gonna need 5-7 business days to figure out how to respond to such a sweet thing
January 1, 2026 at 1:06 PM
a week ago I messaged Z to wish him a merry xmas and happy almost new year and also said if he wants boundaries we'll understand
he replied this morning with the sweetest damn message and a loud "NONSENSE" (😂) and I'm gonna need 5-7 business days to figure out how to respond to such a sweet thing
he replied this morning with the sweetest damn message and a loud "NONSENSE" (😂) and I'm gonna need 5-7 business days to figure out how to respond to such a sweet thing
starting the new year with cramps 💀💀
January 1, 2026 at 2:40 AM
starting the new year with cramps 💀💀
very much not doing well
been sleeping, been gaming, been avoiding this app but my thoughts always catches up to me
been sleeping, been gaming, been avoiding this app but my thoughts always catches up to me
December 31, 2025 at 11:50 PM
very much not doing well
been sleeping, been gaming, been avoiding this app but my thoughts always catches up to me
been sleeping, been gaming, been avoiding this app but my thoughts always catches up to me
every night I fight to not just kill myself and then I sleep all day to avoid feeling and I'm just exhausted what I'm I even trying for
December 31, 2025 at 2:31 AM
every night I fight to not just kill myself and then I sleep all day to avoid feeling and I'm just exhausted what I'm I even trying for
every evening and night my mood tanks and it's when people are more active
urge to stop posting and disappear intensifies
urge to stop posting and disappear intensifies
December 31, 2025 at 2:16 AM
every evening and night my mood tanks and it's when people are more active
urge to stop posting and disappear intensifies
urge to stop posting and disappear intensifies
I miss my bike I feel so helpless when I can't go to the store on my own
I really need to get winter tires 😮💨
I really need to get winter tires 😮💨
December 31, 2025 at 2:14 AM
I miss my bike I feel so helpless when I can't go to the store on my own
I really need to get winter tires 😮💨
I really need to get winter tires 😮💨
I forgot I should limit interactions to followers only on certain posts 💀
December 30, 2025 at 5:37 PM
I forgot I should limit interactions to followers only on certain posts 💀
and that is enough 6am rambling from me
December 30, 2025 at 5:20 AM
and that is enough 6am rambling from me
i also don't understand why some people latches onto me hard online or irl when i feel like i'm an asshole most of the time
December 30, 2025 at 5:19 AM
i also don't understand why some people latches onto me hard online or irl when i feel like i'm an asshole most of the time
BG/3 f/andom on twt was so weird because why did so many people think that because you're mutuals on video game accounts that you'd suddenly want to see them naked
December 30, 2025 at 5:09 AM
BG/3 f/andom on twt was so weird because why did so many people think that because you're mutuals on video game accounts that you'd suddenly want to see them naked
it really gets on my nerves when people online can't say a simple thank you, like asking someone a question, getting an answer and saying thank you? but so few does that
December 30, 2025 at 4:53 AM
it really gets on my nerves when people online can't say a simple thank you, like asking someone a question, getting an answer and saying thank you? but so few does that
wasting my life away sleeping because I don't have the energy or willpower to do anything else by myself
December 30, 2025 at 12:50 AM
wasting my life away sleeping because I don't have the energy or willpower to do anything else by myself
still in bed at 7pm because I don't want to exist
December 29, 2025 at 6:01 PM
still in bed at 7pm because I don't want to exist
had a dream that i was having a meltdown and it was just a dream but I still woke up with the same exhaustion and guilt of a real one sighs
December 29, 2025 at 8:35 AM
had a dream that i was having a meltdown and it was just a dream but I still woke up with the same exhaustion and guilt of a real one sighs
I saw this pic of oce/lot and i was like wait 😭
December 29, 2025 at 5:13 AM
I saw this pic of oce/lot and i was like wait 😭
feelings like absolute shit these meds are useless
December 28, 2025 at 2:59 AM
feelings like absolute shit these meds are useless
i think I've pushed enough people away from me on here but if you can't handle me at my worst—
December 27, 2025 at 11:05 PM
i think I've pushed enough people away from me on here but if you can't handle me at my worst—
I just want to train up the muscles I've lost these last 15 or so years and also lose weight but I still can't manage to no matter how much I want it...
December 27, 2025 at 3:48 AM
I just want to train up the muscles I've lost these last 15 or so years and also lose weight but I still can't manage to no matter how much I want it...
Jeff could fix me
December 26, 2025 at 9:55 PM
Jeff could fix me
feeling like an annoying awful person again and idk why
December 26, 2025 at 9:38 PM
feeling like an annoying awful person again and idk why
upping my dose for the last time and immediately feeling sick with a stomach ache 💀 my meds always the damn culprit
December 25, 2025 at 9:35 PM
upping my dose for the last time and immediately feeling sick with a stomach ache 💀 my meds always the damn culprit
what's the point of blocking if people just look on clearsky anyway 🤨
December 25, 2025 at 8:57 PM
what's the point of blocking if people just look on clearsky anyway 🤨
you know I wouldn't be so upset if it was a one time thing but it keeps going
December 25, 2025 at 6:24 PM
you know I wouldn't be so upset if it was a one time thing but it keeps going
I just want to cry so I should sleep even tho it's 7pm
December 25, 2025 at 6:23 PM
I just want to cry so I should sleep even tho it's 7pm
HOW MANY ACCOUNTS DO YOU HAVE GO AWAY
December 25, 2025 at 5:59 PM
HOW MANY ACCOUNTS DO YOU HAVE GO AWAY