Lurk 🔥
@undefinedlurker.bsky.social
Escaping life for a minute, don't worry about me.
This is just for me to vent and shit. Will not respond to DMs. Don't follow expecting much from me.
30 | he/they | MDNI 🔞
This is just for me to vent and shit. Will not respond to DMs. Don't follow expecting much from me.
30 | he/they | MDNI 🔞
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Be kinder to yourself you dumb slut
- letter to myself
- letter to myself
February 1, 2026 at 5:01 AM
Be kinder to yourself you dumb slut
- letter to myself
- letter to myself
what is wrong with me, why do I think that everyone hates me
January 31, 2026 at 6:50 AM
what is wrong with me, why do I think that everyone hates me
If it flops I'll just fucking deactivate. No one wants to hear me anyways.
January 31, 2026 at 2:57 AM
If it flops I'll just fucking deactivate. No one wants to hear me anyways.
Thinking I might end up deactivating after all. Tried posting a couple of times to no avail and I think it's just making things worse. 🙃
Man I love this brain.
Man I love this brain.
January 31, 2026 at 2:39 AM
Thinking I might end up deactivating after all. Tried posting a couple of times to no avail and I think it's just making things worse. 🙃
Man I love this brain.
Man I love this brain.
Not feeling it now, Mr. Krabs.
January 30, 2026 at 5:19 PM
Not feeling it now, Mr. Krabs.
I love getting taken advantage of because I'm nice and have a soul. Hahaha. It's one of my favorite things in life HAHAHAHA
January 28, 2026 at 12:19 PM
I love getting taken advantage of because I'm nice and have a soul. Hahaha. It's one of my favorite things in life HAHAHAHA
No more mister nice guy.
Way to fuck over the only person who was helping you unconditionally. Good luck taking care of all that by your fucking self.
Way to fuck over the only person who was helping you unconditionally. Good luck taking care of all that by your fucking self.
January 28, 2026 at 12:12 PM
No more mister nice guy.
Way to fuck over the only person who was helping you unconditionally. Good luck taking care of all that by your fucking self.
Way to fuck over the only person who was helping you unconditionally. Good luck taking care of all that by your fucking self.
I've lived a hundred lifetimes in the time it's taken you to try to understand me. You'll understand why I just want to move on now.
January 28, 2026 at 8:56 AM
I've lived a hundred lifetimes in the time it's taken you to try to understand me. You'll understand why I just want to move on now.
Well actually, this doesn't feel too bad for now. Maybe there's some merit here.
Hiding out here so I'm not tempted to post on main. Going to try and refrain from deactivating again but we'll see how that goes. It doesn't usually work out for me.
January 28, 2026 at 2:42 AM
Well actually, this doesn't feel too bad for now. Maybe there's some merit here.
I have a digital design idea I wanna fuck with but I'm not sure exactly what I want it to look like.
January 28, 2026 at 2:33 AM
I have a digital design idea I wanna fuck with but I'm not sure exactly what I want it to look like.
Hiding out here so I'm not tempted to post on main. Going to try and refrain from deactivating again but we'll see how that goes. It doesn't usually work out for me.
January 28, 2026 at 2:29 AM
Hiding out here so I'm not tempted to post on main. Going to try and refrain from deactivating again but we'll see how that goes. It doesn't usually work out for me.
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This week's been like:
January 19, 2026 at 6:01 AM
This week's been like:
I'm so fucking tired of this...
January 25, 2026 at 2:22 PM
I'm so fucking tired of this...
Despite all that shit I'm still fucking proud of myself though. 🫂
January 22, 2026 at 7:01 AM
Despite all that shit I'm still fucking proud of myself though. 🫂
This week's been like:
January 19, 2026 at 6:01 AM
This week's been like:
Love that I have a weird body phobia that makes me hate thinking about the inside of my own body, but somehow art like this is totally okay. 😅 Damn brain is a walking contradiction.
January 19, 2026 at 5:23 AM
Love that I have a weird body phobia that makes me hate thinking about the inside of my own body, but somehow art like this is totally okay. 😅 Damn brain is a walking contradiction.
What did you think was going to happen when you tried to change your life? When you tried to find the one thing to grab ahold of and make a fucking change?
You actually thought it would work this time? You actually thought you could get better? You know better. Life hates you.
You actually thought it would work this time? You actually thought you could get better? You know better. Life hates you.
January 18, 2026 at 6:37 PM
What did you think was going to happen when you tried to change your life? When you tried to find the one thing to grab ahold of and make a fucking change?
You actually thought it would work this time? You actually thought you could get better? You know better. Life hates you.
You actually thought it would work this time? You actually thought you could get better? You know better. Life hates you.
*pointing at myself in the mirror*
Go ahead, bark and roll over like the obedient dog you are. You know that's what you always do you fucking coward
Go ahead, bark and roll over like the obedient dog you are. You know that's what you always do you fucking coward
January 18, 2026 at 6:34 PM
*pointing at myself in the mirror*
Go ahead, bark and roll over like the obedient dog you are. You know that's what you always do you fucking coward
Go ahead, bark and roll over like the obedient dog you are. You know that's what you always do you fucking coward
Idk it's just like...I'm creating situations in my head that quite literally may never happen and I'm just hurting myself with them.
Why am I doing this? I don't deserve that.
Why am I doing this? I don't deserve that.
January 17, 2026 at 12:56 PM
Idk it's just like...I'm creating situations in my head that quite literally may never happen and I'm just hurting myself with them.
Why am I doing this? I don't deserve that.
Why am I doing this? I don't deserve that.
Sometimes I feel like I'm not meant for this shit. For forming connections. For getting into people's lives.
Am I better on my own? I don't know. Because I want someone to live life with...
Am I better on my own? I don't know. Because I want someone to live life with...
January 17, 2026 at 12:55 PM
Sometimes I feel like I'm not meant for this shit. For forming connections. For getting into people's lives.
Am I better on my own? I don't know. Because I want someone to live life with...
Am I better on my own? I don't know. Because I want someone to live life with...
Why don't you just tell me you hate how autistic I am already. Quit hiding behind your thinly veiled ableism.
January 17, 2026 at 6:37 AM
Why don't you just tell me you hate how autistic I am already. Quit hiding behind your thinly veiled ableism.
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I am the rotting pile of bones in the dungeon.
January 14, 2026 at 11:07 PM
I am the rotting pile of bones in the dungeon.
Breaking my skull against the wall to feel something again.
January 14, 2026 at 4:21 PM
Breaking my skull against the wall to feel something again.