admittedly i was like "huhu i worked on b*r*t*" but like it was v tongue and cheek and the ppl that brought it up tonight p were my friends and like, i genuinely hated that lol.

idk watch some soviet era animation. learn to appreciate 12 oz mouse. idk. stop look at other fucking artists

like by what metric makes someone "the best"? it's subjective but all you get is people basing it on hype moments and now you have ppl that base their career solely on that to say "i worked on fate strange/fake" and post a little picture rather than like contributing good work to a production.

—shit is worse than it was like a decade ago and you have people just. doing fucking dog shit bullshit. i mean i guess in part bc the internet has gotten worse and more evil but it's exhausting seeing people pit colleagues against one another and now you have animators that give into the ranking bs—

im exhausted seeing rankings and people that don't even put a modicum of effort into actually understanding the medium in a way that's not shallow and relies solely on being a rage baiting loser. like fr i do blame jjk for this but also op and csm and like. covid. cool anime's bigger now but—

jujutsu kaisen and it's consequences

but

bat

rouge the bat as cat woman (???????????)

idc if i'm freshly 30 i'm not associating w them

i mean i guess i could have? but i dont think the other teachers would ever like, let me come along with them to m0ca fest when they tabled. and like, 2012-14 was when i was like, i guess deep deep into comics stuff. i miss it. i miss 2013 so much man. and 2009. and 2007. idk why