Ilu
@urbaanikalkkuna.bsky.social
27, they/them 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️ [ENG/FIN]
Art education student fueled by ADHD juice! 🌈
Art education student fueled by ADHD juice! 🌈
This spring really does make me feel like I'm failing from all directions of life. I feel like I am barely making it through everything and constantly struggling on getting things done and stuff just not going my way. People around me seem too kind and forgiving. I feel like nothing's good enough 🫠
February 10, 2026 at 7:40 PM
This spring really does make me feel like I'm failing from all directions of life. I feel like I am barely making it through everything and constantly struggling on getting things done and stuff just not going my way. People around me seem too kind and forgiving. I feel like nothing's good enough 🫠
I've had a horrible art block for a good while now. Yet I had forgotten the age old cure to art block: drawing gay porn of your D&D characters. Oh yeah it's all coming together now 🙂↕️👌
January 27, 2026 at 7:14 AM
I've had a horrible art block for a good while now. Yet I had forgotten the age old cure to art block: drawing gay porn of your D&D characters. Oh yeah it's all coming together now 🙂↕️👌
It is so weird how much appearance changes how we feel inside. After the haircut I have been feeling so much more like myself and it has done so much heavy lifting for my dysforia. I feel like I look like any another dude and I feel so much more at peace with myself.
January 23, 2026 at 12:14 PM
It is so weird how much appearance changes how we feel inside. After the haircut I have been feeling so much more like myself and it has done so much heavy lifting for my dysforia. I feel like I look like any another dude and I feel so much more at peace with myself.
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[AI bubble bursts] billionaire tech bro: the stupid consumer did not understand it
January 22, 2026 at 2:42 AM
[AI bubble bursts] billionaire tech bro: the stupid consumer did not understand it
It turned out so well and looks BANGING ❤️🔥😤🔥
Today gonna walk to my trusted hairdresser with only two pictures: one of Levi Ackerman and one of Hudson Williams. And I just know they will get my vision. This is what queer friendships are about
January 21, 2026 at 3:52 PM
It turned out so well and looks BANGING ❤️🔥😤🔥
Today gonna walk to my trusted hairdresser with only two pictures: one of Levi Ackerman and one of Hudson Williams. And I just know they will get my vision. This is what queer friendships are about
January 21, 2026 at 5:18 AM
Today gonna walk to my trusted hairdresser with only two pictures: one of Levi Ackerman and one of Hudson Williams. And I just know they will get my vision. This is what queer friendships are about
First day the year and my phone screen is breaking. 🫠 Fun times. Now I have to decide wether to get a new one or fix the old one. (I have no money for either option) Happy New Year!!
January 1, 2026 at 3:38 PM
First day the year and my phone screen is breaking. 🫠 Fun times. Now I have to decide wether to get a new one or fix the old one. (I have no money for either option) Happy New Year!!
Night thoughts: We always talk about how reading more books is good for your brain and personal development etc. I just wanted to add how important it is to also experience stuff in other forms of media. Like how I have had some life altering video game experiences.
December 16, 2025 at 11:47 PM
Night thoughts: We always talk about how reading more books is good for your brain and personal development etc. I just wanted to add how important it is to also experience stuff in other forms of media. Like how I have had some life altering video game experiences.
Bought Kingdom Come Deliverance II from sale today. I was crudely reminded how fast non-turnbased games are with combat. Once again I'm struggling with the age old experience of 'get good'. Sigh. Atleast the game seems super promising (even if I am dog shit)!!
December 16, 2025 at 11:35 PM
Bought Kingdom Come Deliverance II from sale today. I was crudely reminded how fast non-turnbased games are with combat. Once again I'm struggling with the age old experience of 'get good'. Sigh. Atleast the game seems super promising (even if I am dog shit)!!
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Again, apologizing to all videogame environment artists who knocked up satirical posters for their games, I should not have rolled my eyes, yes, even you Cyberpunk billboard team, I am sorry
jesus christ
December 10, 2025 at 2:47 PM
Again, apologizing to all videogame environment artists who knocked up satirical posters for their games, I should not have rolled my eyes, yes, even you Cyberpunk billboard team, I am sorry
Nothings as comforting as finally getting your period after a soul crushing deppressing week. Like there was light at the end of the tunnel it was just dimmed by the hormones in my body, thanks.
December 11, 2025 at 9:00 AM
Nothings as comforting as finally getting your period after a soul crushing deppressing week. Like there was light at the end of the tunnel it was just dimmed by the hormones in my body, thanks.
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December 4, 2025 at 5:30 PM
I think I have underestimated my consumption of the Clair Obscure soundtrack... 😂😂 (This doesn't include the Spotify hours before I changed to YouTube Music in September)
December 4, 2025 at 4:26 PM
I think I have underestimated my consumption of the Clair Obscure soundtrack... 😂😂 (This doesn't include the Spotify hours before I changed to YouTube Music in September)
WE'RE GOING TO BERLIN IN MARCH BITCHES!!!!
Tomorrow the tickets for the Expedition 33 concert A Painted Simphony will start the sales. I am so fucking scared that they will be mega expensive. I need to be there but I also am quite poor. Praying they will be okay price but fucck I need them.
December 2, 2025 at 10:28 AM
WE'RE GOING TO BERLIN IN MARCH BITCHES!!!!
Tomorrow the tickets for the Expedition 33 concert A Painted Simphony will start the sales. I am so fucking scared that they will be mega expensive. I need to be there but I also am quite poor. Praying they will be okay price but fucck I need them.
December 1, 2025 at 2:09 PM
Tomorrow the tickets for the Expedition 33 concert A Painted Simphony will start the sales. I am so fucking scared that they will be mega expensive. I need to be there but I also am quite poor. Praying they will be okay price but fucck I need them.
I often feel like I am a bystander witnessing a crash in real time when doing and saying stuff with adhd. Like I am sorry, I also am just here to witness this shit for the first time.
November 27, 2025 at 5:21 PM
I often feel like I am a bystander witnessing a crash in real time when doing and saying stuff with adhd. Like I am sorry, I also am just here to witness this shit for the first time.
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these are a few of my favorite things 🍃
November 27, 2025 at 4:26 PM
these are a few of my favorite things 🍃
Had to revisit philosophy classics today. It reminded of me how much I love philosophy but how much I hate reading about old men. (Old man yaoi excluded from this notion)
November 21, 2025 at 7:54 PM
Had to revisit philosophy classics today. It reminded of me how much I love philosophy but how much I hate reading about old men. (Old man yaoi excluded from this notion)
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November 12, 2025 at 9:39 AM
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bestseller this year i hear
October 30, 2025 at 3:58 PM
bestseller this year i hear
I have achieved perfection in paper crafts
October 28, 2025 at 7:15 PM
I have achieved perfection in paper crafts
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The richest man on earth owns X.
The second richest man on earth is about to acquire TikTok and his family could soon own both Paramount and Warner Bros.
The third richest man owns Facebook, Instagram, and WhatsApp.
The fourth richest man owns The Washington Post.
See the problem here?
The second richest man on earth is about to acquire TikTok and his family could soon own both Paramount and Warner Bros.
The third richest man owns Facebook, Instagram, and WhatsApp.
The fourth richest man owns The Washington Post.
See the problem here?
October 25, 2025 at 7:00 PM
The richest man on earth owns X.
The second richest man on earth is about to acquire TikTok and his family could soon own both Paramount and Warner Bros.
The third richest man owns Facebook, Instagram, and WhatsApp.
The fourth richest man owns The Washington Post.
See the problem here?
The second richest man on earth is about to acquire TikTok and his family could soon own both Paramount and Warner Bros.
The third richest man owns Facebook, Instagram, and WhatsApp.
The fourth richest man owns The Washington Post.
See the problem here?