le meme ne pas penser a la vie apres 22h c pck c sense etre apre le soleil soit couche ms pr ca faudrait avoir eu le soleil ds la journee or c LHIVER DS LE NORD YA PAS DE SOLEIL

its probably just the weather haha dont mind me im fine ill get over it i jjst need to cry a lot and redo the cycle tmr

haha has anyonr felt like this before so funnyyy hahaha so relatable

for the past 3 weeks ive been obsessed w dnd and i has hope but i feel the light dimming and i fear its over it also might be related that my wife wzs not excited at all and kinda turned me down when i wanted to talk about it idk and i tried talking about it w my bff but it kinda failed too lol

i dont recognise myself je veu fzire des efforts pr mes amis ms jsp coment leur dire que ca me demande tellement juste de me deplacer pr les voir et en plus pdt le hangout i dont even have the energy to be a good friend i just wanna die and cry bc im bored and boring and not an intresting pzrson

i have nothing more to say, i bring my gf to hangouts so she can talk and be funny while i rot in silence on the side bc nothing interests me and theres nothing that happens that interests me i truly feel like the most empty shell of a person

i said yes to hangout w a friend on thursday and i want to die i keep thinking about when he told me i had a lot of negative stories to tell i cant get it out of my head it makes me so sad that thats what i am now when ive always been told im funny and lively and talkative

the shame and guilt is killing me bc i cant live how i want

im tired of being deprzssed for more than a year now at this point c pas la moisssisure its just me and my sick sick brain and i cant do anything righr i cant be a good friend i cant be a good partner i cant even takr care of myself, do want i want etc even what i like doing

oh les bebeessss

elles ont quel age?

ooooo les mimieessss envoie photo!!!

joking ofc but the coldness damn

conclusion GERMAN PEOPLE ARE TERRIFYING

im sad when i think about her and her scary mean father

i hope i never know this with anyone else i hope to never know this with a lover or a friend

its insane how much this is in my bones, even the fact she denies all of it happened and i nearly believe her sometimes, she scares me, her force scares me