But my head and heart did the transition a while back. I'll be okay.

And my depression med APRN gives me a longer session to help me out.

I've got an appt for a very nice floral tattoo in another month.

The way this country is going right now will keep me in man-drag to exist in the hostile environment.

It felt a little weird being 'therapist-less' for several weeks, but I'm okay. At least some of the tools she taught me were retained, and I still know how to use them.

I've taken the money I was using for therapy and started voice feminization lessons, which actually work as pseudo-therapy.

It bothers me. She was a rock star therapist and had done a lot for me. I still don't understand what happened. Other therapists I know said it certainly seems strange. But I'm going to stay away. I need to get all this out of my head.

Recently I sent an email to asking for some contact information she had said she would give me, and it's been radio silence.

A few things...

I got the feeling over those 3 therapy sessions that she was trying to get rid of me.

I'm pretty sure the radio silence from both of them is coordinated.

I left the session immediately. Still confused.

3 months later I send and email to the makeup artist asking if we can resume in the fall. 3 months after that and I haven't gotten any replies.

6 months after the breakup, I haven't received anything from my ex-therapist.

3 weeks later, I get a telehealth link on the morning of the session. I connect to it and await the worst. I told her I was still confused about what was going on. She said that if I wanted to continue with her, I would have to get on her waiting list. And even then there were conditions to meet.

A couple of days before my next therapy session, I sent her an email saying I no longer wanted her as my therapist. She sent a reply stating we still had to have a discharge session. As much as I was afraid of things, I agreed.

She actually wanted to hug me when the session was finished. I walked out crying and stunned at what had happened, and decided to end my relationship with my therapist. On the drive home, I reconsidered and chose to wait a few days before I made my final decision and notified my therapist.

I knew she would communicate this to my therapist and I had considered this when I wrote the email. The next therapy session was just as bad as the prior 2 sessions. This time my therapist actually commented sarcastically about my email to the makeup artist.

The experience disturbed me so much I sent an email to the makeup artist that I was having a bad therapy experience and that I would need to cancel further appointments until I figured out what was going on, mainly because my therapist and the makeup artist were really good friends.

I got got into her schedule for a session every 30 days and was really happy about it.

A few days after our second session, I had a really bad session with my therapist of almost 4 years. The next week I had an equally bad session. I was confused about what my therapist was doing.

My therapist wanted to use it as a therapy session and I thought it was a good idea. We sat through a 2 hr session where I learned basics and got a list of products to purchase. And I got a good talking to about proper expectations.

<petabyte avatar> I did not mean to make you tear up during the WttH cast party. ❤️❤️

I started following you on here as soon as I saw it mentioned on one of the other socials where I was following you. 😁

I've got a coworker arguing that feet-first woodchipper executions are a legitimate option.

Long time fan/reader/listener. First time caller.

I just finished the audiobook. I firmly believe this is the best Wil Wheaton performance I have ever heard. I actually shed tears in a few chapters. 5 stars.