Pix🦇🐀
@varassik.com
🎸Doom/stoner metal guitarist
🎮Arcade and pinball nerd
🎶Rhythm game obsessed
🍣Mid-tier weeb
🐀(33 || demi/pan gender void || They/He)🦇
🎮Arcade and pinball nerd
🎶Rhythm game obsessed
🍣Mid-tier weeb
🐀(33 || demi/pan gender void || They/He)🦇
I've been a good rat this year and I deserve a multi-thousand dollar synth without buying it myself so I can also continue to afford rent. If that could go ahead and be delivered down the chimney I don't have, that'd be real cool. 🐀
December 25, 2025 at 7:11 AM
I've been a good rat this year and I deserve a multi-thousand dollar synth without buying it myself so I can also continue to afford rent. If that could go ahead and be delivered down the chimney I don't have, that'd be real cool. 🐀
Sitting in my room doing nothing of value.
Still feel shitty.
Not really feeling festive in any way.
Merry whatever, I guess.
Still feel shitty.
Not really feeling festive in any way.
Merry whatever, I guess.
December 25, 2025 at 5:19 AM
Sitting in my room doing nothing of value.
Still feel shitty.
Not really feeling festive in any way.
Merry whatever, I guess.
Still feel shitty.
Not really feeling festive in any way.
Merry whatever, I guess.
Game over yeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaah
December 24, 2025 at 7:14 PM
Game over yeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaah
Did I lose track of time and stay up too late making vocaloid sing Dopesmoker?
Yes.
Do I regret my actions?
Also yes.
Yes.
Do I regret my actions?
Also yes.
December 24, 2025 at 8:38 AM
Did I lose track of time and stay up too late making vocaloid sing Dopesmoker?
Yes.
Do I regret my actions?
Also yes.
Yes.
Do I regret my actions?
Also yes.
My F# guitar smells like weed. 🤔
December 24, 2025 at 3:27 AM
My F# guitar smells like weed. 🤔
Yeah, but why is my anthropomorphic artichoke so hot?! D:
December 24, 2025 at 1:08 AM
Yeah, but why is my anthropomorphic artichoke so hot?! D:
I still feel like shit today but I'm apparently just better enough to be pissed off at everything again.
It needs to be 4:00 so I can get baked enough to not care.
It needs to be 4:00 so I can get baked enough to not care.
December 23, 2025 at 7:10 PM
I still feel like shit today but I'm apparently just better enough to be pissed off at everything again.
It needs to be 4:00 so I can get baked enough to not care.
It needs to be 4:00 so I can get baked enough to not care.
I got my degree at like the worst point in this timeline. Slop has taken over tech, the economy is shit, very few positions are open and most of the relevant ones I've found are for bolstering said slop in companies I refuse to support or work for.
I will not compromise my values for a job title.
I will not compromise my values for a job title.
December 23, 2025 at 6:31 PM
I got my degree at like the worst point in this timeline. Slop has taken over tech, the economy is shit, very few positions are open and most of the relevant ones I've found are for bolstering said slop in companies I refuse to support or work for.
I will not compromise my values for a job title.
I will not compromise my values for a job title.
Whoever did these "redactions"...
You are either my hero or you're a fucking incompetent moron.
Regardless, you made my day.
You are either my hero or you're a fucking incompetent moron.
Regardless, you made my day.
Y'all they really just fucking highlighted the text black in word on the redacted Epstein files. At least for the digital text files anyway. You can just fucking copy and paste it elsewhere to read it LMAO. I just tried it because I was like there's no fucking way and shit worked flawless.
December 23, 2025 at 5:56 PM
Whoever did these "redactions"...
You are either my hero or you're a fucking incompetent moron.
Regardless, you made my day.
You are either my hero or you're a fucking incompetent moron.
Regardless, you made my day.
I'm getting bored of laying around. I want to play something, make music, work on my very legal skills... But ugh the nausea.
It's working though. I've only taken insulin once in 2 days because things look so good (to be fair I've only eaten twice). Body just needs to get used to this dose. x,..,x
It's working though. I've only taken insulin once in 2 days because things look so good (to be fair I've only eaten twice). Body just needs to get used to this dose. x,..,x
December 23, 2025 at 2:16 AM
I'm getting bored of laying around. I want to play something, make music, work on my very legal skills... But ugh the nausea.
It's working though. I've only taken insulin once in 2 days because things look so good (to be fair I've only eaten twice). Body just needs to get used to this dose. x,..,x
It's working though. I've only taken insulin once in 2 days because things look so good (to be fair I've only eaten twice). Body just needs to get used to this dose. x,..,x
Yesterday I increased the dose of the medication that takes a while to get used to.
Today, I'm spending the entire day trying not to throw up and die.
Send help. :<
Today, I'm spending the entire day trying not to throw up and die.
Send help. :<
December 22, 2025 at 4:32 PM
Yesterday I increased the dose of the medication that takes a while to get used to.
Today, I'm spending the entire day trying not to throw up and die.
Send help. :<
Today, I'm spending the entire day trying not to throw up and die.
Send help. :<
I don't feel good but I ran across a many-thousand-listen "remix" of a song that literally just stuffed the original through a high pass filter and made it worse in every single way... and I need to angrily yell about this shit existing and somehow sounding better to someone.
December 22, 2025 at 6:04 AM
I don't feel good but I ran across a many-thousand-listen "remix" of a song that literally just stuffed the original through a high pass filter and made it worse in every single way... and I need to angrily yell about this shit existing and somehow sounding better to someone.
Sake and Guild Wars tonight
December 21, 2025 at 3:46 AM
Sake and Guild Wars tonight
Bring back the steam sale delivery catgirl
December 19, 2025 at 3:09 AM
Bring back the steam sale delivery catgirl
Random dude showing up at my door because he saw my car as he was walking by and wanted to know about it.
I could be doing worse things with my night. Was expecting him to be selling shit or something but he just asked questions.
I dunno. Weird things happen when you have a flashy car. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I could be doing worse things with my night. Was expecting him to be selling shit or something but he just asked questions.
I dunno. Weird things happen when you have a flashy car. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
December 19, 2025 at 2:24 AM
Random dude showing up at my door because he saw my car as he was walking by and wanted to know about it.
I could be doing worse things with my night. Was expecting him to be selling shit or something but he just asked questions.
I dunno. Weird things happen when you have a flashy car. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I could be doing worse things with my night. Was expecting him to be selling shit or something but he just asked questions.
I dunno. Weird things happen when you have a flashy car. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I have a lot of things I have wanted to yell about for a long while but I don't have the energy to fight randoms over it.
Instead, here's a video that touches on just some of those things.
youtu.be/Ybj10537yi4?...
Instead, here's a video that touches on just some of those things.
youtu.be/Ybj10537yi4?...
Why We're Boycotting Xbox (and Maybe You Should Too)
YouTube video by People Make Games
youtu.be
December 18, 2025 at 10:36 PM
I have a lot of things I have wanted to yell about for a long while but I don't have the energy to fight randoms over it.
Instead, here's a video that touches on just some of those things.
youtu.be/Ybj10537yi4?...
Instead, here's a video that touches on just some of those things.
youtu.be/Ybj10537yi4?...
My boss just sent me a gift card. Not like... from work finances, but personally. I don't think I've ever had that happen before. ;__;
December 18, 2025 at 6:50 PM
My boss just sent me a gift card. Not like... from work finances, but personally. I don't think I've ever had that happen before. ;__;
My endocrinologist is shocked at how much things have improved for me over the past month. Doing another A1C soon to verify everything.
Increasing the new med and lowering insulin... so I'm on the right path! May even get to the point where I don't need insulin at all! :3 (a rat can dream)
Increasing the new med and lowering insulin... so I'm on the right path! May even get to the point where I don't need insulin at all! :3 (a rat can dream)
December 17, 2025 at 11:21 PM
My endocrinologist is shocked at how much things have improved for me over the past month. Doing another A1C soon to verify everything.
Increasing the new med and lowering insulin... so I'm on the right path! May even get to the point where I don't need insulin at all! :3 (a rat can dream)
Increasing the new med and lowering insulin... so I'm on the right path! May even get to the point where I don't need insulin at all! :3 (a rat can dream)
I wonder if we'll ever hit a point where those drug store 200000-in-1 bootleg consoles move from famiclones to super famiclones.
December 17, 2025 at 7:13 PM
I wonder if we'll ever hit a point where those drug store 200000-in-1 bootleg consoles move from famiclones to super famiclones.
Only a couple hours of messing with this and I love it. It's really satisfying and expressive to play. I don't come from a piano background so playing something weird is more inspiring to me, really! (though I do have a more traditional MIDI keyboard too). I love being able to add vibrato to notes.
December 17, 2025 at 6:36 AM
Only a couple hours of messing with this and I love it. It's really satisfying and expressive to play. I don't come from a piano background so playing something weird is more inspiring to me, really! (though I do have a more traditional MIDI keyboard too). I love being able to add vibrato to notes.
You, me
Gas station
What are we getting for dinner?
Sushi of course!
Gas station
What are we getting for dinner?
Sushi of course!
December 17, 2025 at 1:25 AM
You, me
Gas station
What are we getting for dinner?
Sushi of course!
Gas station
What are we getting for dinner?
Sushi of course!
Why the hell is youtube SO desperate to show me videos of random people playing Voices of the Void?
I don't even know what that is... I'm assuming it's some indie horror game.
I don't watch horror shit nor do I follow any of these people... but every day for like 2 months now they pop up. Go away.
I don't even know what that is... I'm assuming it's some indie horror game.
I don't watch horror shit nor do I follow any of these people... but every day for like 2 months now they pop up. Go away.
December 16, 2025 at 10:57 PM
Why the hell is youtube SO desperate to show me videos of random people playing Voices of the Void?
I don't even know what that is... I'm assuming it's some indie horror game.
I don't watch horror shit nor do I follow any of these people... but every day for like 2 months now they pop up. Go away.
I don't even know what that is... I'm assuming it's some indie horror game.
I don't watch horror shit nor do I follow any of these people... but every day for like 2 months now they pop up. Go away.
Always get this weird feeling when I come back home after being away for a few days. Like my brain has to re-adjust to my normal existence. XD
December 16, 2025 at 6:06 AM
Always get this weird feeling when I come back home after being away for a few days. Like my brain has to re-adjust to my normal existence. XD