Oh yeah oh yeah that’s the good stuff 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

🫣🤭 I think… hand free cumming is very sexy so I’m thinking about it today 😮‍💨

I do thank orgasm control and denial is so so hot like it makes my brain insane but 🤔 idk how ill work it into a Touy’a story in my mind

Conrad, despite getting to just be a dude in the world of 14, has a very sad backstory. 🥲 I haven’t felt up to finishing it.

Unfortunately I cannot separate myself emotionally from what I make so I’m at a “I have to be in the most specific mood” to work on those things lmao

And that’s endwalkies baybeeeee that’s what the final battle between them is all about

so you give it the mercy of a swift death lest it starve or strangle itself

What Touy’a doesn’t know is that he’s not a wanderer who stumbled upon the tiger in the trap, he’s a trapped tiger right next to him.

Meanwhile Touy’a too sees in him a beast. But more a tiger in a trap.

all instinct, and lashing out. Cannot get close to or free the tiger or it will kill you, you cannot talk to the tiger because you cannot understand each other

I think he’s thrilled by it. A beast and a man worthy of his mark. The otherness of Touy’a to him and their similarities. 😤

Him being a keeper miqote, his ears his fangs and claws his tail, hell, even his skintone, which others him even in Eorzea (rarely seen in NPCs or the player base)

It makes the “beast” comments feel all the more biting to me it feels more literal than figurative when he calls Touy’a a beast

Touy’a not only being a Eorzean but from the black shroud, this wild and untamed land where people only are allowed to live by the grace of the elementals (I’m speaking generally I have many thoughts on the elementals aside this)

I want to explore Zenos’ objectification of Touy’a. The combination of imperial propaganda and him being a keeper miqote compounds this for me

If I can’t see the framing in my minds eye then I simply cannot work on it until I do. Otherwise it’s completely unproductive and will kill the project in the sketch stage 🥲

But it’s slowly moving up the list o things I wanna work on

And starts bleeding into Touy’a’s !!!! “Unconscious” or maybe soulless? Mouth and Zenos said something like “your body was made to rend mine” while smearing the blood across Touy’a’s cheek

And I woke up SO HORNY

I’ve been wanting to make it a comic for ages but I can’t quite visualize it

I know yall are adults and that’s really your problem if that happens but I’m a very sensitive person myself so I just want ppl to be AWARE that I have general CW in my pinned and I’ll CW individual posts too 🙇