Sorry for all the things that i lack,
People said no one is perfect,
Inside me wishing that I'm not imperfect,
When people go on living like their good life is delivered in a pack,
Never destined to be correct,
I swear to god my mind isn't intact,

Despite the sun we are living in fear,
For the pain as gift we became the carrier,
Losing strength as the pain becomes heavier,
Expecting to be the giver instead of receiver,
Be saint or conquerer,
To both still a sinner,
Win or lose to a devil that never ever fade the laughter

It sounds better in my head,
My whole life is only in bed,
Hoping someday help that i get,
Maybe the truth my life always has been written as regret

You are always changing,
Hard to keep track even though i never stop trying,
The hurting stopped but I'm still crying,
Always in my deathbed only able to keep praying

I wish my lyrics has rhyme,
I amm wish my whole life is my prime,
Everyone has family and good life good time,
While I'm still in my room playing games with computer of mine

I wish i always make dime,
Different person for different time,
Never had talent in mine,
Staying alive feels like a crime

I can't never make it out the hood,
Everyone don't have their own good,
When I open my mouth everyone always misunderstood,
People always changing but i never could,

Everyday i'm missing you at all time,
You hurting me like my eyes sprayed with lime,
I wish separating is a crime,
But for you staying is wasting time

Keeping it to the end is like wearing braces,
I don't want to make empty promises,
Realistically love is a transaction,
I'm sorry I'm not born as perfection,
I wish you accept my confession,
Every damn time it's always a lesson,
A lesson with no graduation

What can I do about the illness, Lee?
Broken health can't be fix easily,
My mind always wanders early,
My meds aren't helping and it's temporary,
God i tell you life isn't treating me kindly,
About letting you down I'm really sorry

Everyone is building their own family,
I am living with my family,
A hopeless son that can't make money,
My head full of silly,

Friends living their life happily,
I'm living in miserable life sadly,
I married my sadness like a happy family,
Sadness keep coming back in loop endlessly

Everyone has their own pairs,
While loneliness and i are in pairs,
Life is like falling down the stairs,
On internet people competing their life to be declare,
While I'm in my room gaming in my chair,