You fear is either complete BS and you're grandstanding for pity points among friends and followers, or you seriously need to reach out to a therapist for help because that is insanely reckless behavior for someone who was so afraid.

then you could have reached out to staff to protect yourself if you were actually that concerned. Instead, you just attack them out of the blue after months of silence, provoking a confrontation.

Seriously, who the hell does that? By providing no context, by just opening defaming them *you are provoking a confrontation you claim you are terrified of* -- case in point. You had every opportunity to reach out or have someone reach out to them on your behalf to ask them to keep away from you --

Just to clarify: It's one thing to warn people of someone and to actually provide proof and reason behind your statement. That? That makes sense. That would be damn understandable. You did none of that. Instead, you just openly attack them out of the blue while claiming to be terrified. --

You are an absolutely disgusting human being and the quality of your character is about as bad character gets. The actual **** is wrong with you. You need therapy. You need *help*. You need to figure your shit out. Seriously.

****s sake, your fear was entirely *in your own head*, and yet you attack them for it.

You've made no effort to fix things, no effort to find out what happened, no effort to do anything. Then, you go and do something like this out of nowhere when they were entirely out of your life. Gods spare you if they apologized to you over *text* and disappeared *for good* you poor soul.

Worse, you look for others to collaborate and offer nothing but hearsay. In Atlanta? They made absolutely sure to go nowhere near you and make sure you had all the space you needed.

I am sorry for your trauma, I am sorry for your pain but .... bluntly put?

.... Yet meanwhile, you do this.

You choose to not only call out to your followers they are a horrible person without ever having reached out. Instead of trying to heal your trauma, you chose to bow to it, and attack someone who has turned around and become a genuinely good person.

I had to watch them be practically catatonic for weeks after that event happened... they basically let themselves rot, and even when they were lifted up by friends? Even then, every day they threw their own worth away. Since, They've poured all they have into being better and they have *succeeded*.

They apologized to a lot of others, but they couldn't find the courage to apologize to you. When that whole event happened? It broke them, it tore them apart, and it still tears at them *every single day*, and they have done nothing since but try to fix that, and they *have*.

They have often regarded what went on between you two as their worst and most painful mistake, and they have been fighting themselves just to try and apologize, and then walk away so you would never have to worry about them again. They have felt agony over it this entire time.

They have earned back an incredible amount of trust from the people that have been in their life, and continue to self-sacrifice to often self-detrimental degrees to help others and make their lives better. They literally turned their life around.

They've been dedicating the last several months to fixing their old mistakes and being a better person and have made *immense* progress. --

Well, grats, you got me to post on social media -- something I swore to never do.

So, I'mma be blunt here. Terrence was talking about working up the courage to profusely apologies for the past, and then walk away.