Try like any year of my life, like make something before it's too late haha

This was years ago, it doesn't matter now, it just hurts to think how stupid I am.

I'm out $20K and I can't even make half of that in a year before expenses. I'm pathetic, I turn 30 next month and I have no idea what to do about fixing my life for the last decade.

I've tried so much and done very little with myself it makes me sick to think about.

I just got 4 Za's for $5 each at QFC. I base my diet around coupons and deals ahaha