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Katie
@vimtotime.bsky.social
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 1m
Thank you friend 🥲💘
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 11m
Thanks for reading it!
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 12m
Much love to both of you
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 16m
Thanks so much & for taking the time to read it
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 26m
Thanks so much 🥲💘
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 26m
Thank you, me too
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 26m
Thanks so much 🥲💘
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 27m
Thank you & thanks for taking the time to read my thoughts ☺️
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 27m
It’s HARD! Unknowingly being an autistic child & being “corrected” has been damaging for me, definitely:-/
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 30m
☺️
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 37m
Thank you & thanks for reading ☺️
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 37m
Thank you for reading it!
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 42m
Thanks Ray ☺️
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 55m
Oh I’m so sorry. That must be so hard ❤️
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 56m
I wish that I at least knew what it was about those people that make me able to be myself. I would put an advert out for more of them 😂 I’m just glad that they exist and that they can unlock real Katie that not everyone sees 💘
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 57m
And afterwards I feel happy and recharged. I describe it as being alone with someone else. They make me be how I am meant to be.
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 58m
My barriers instantly drop, I talk about things I love, I share happy/sad/funny stories, my body is loose/relaxed and I can be silly, I don’t flinch when I am touched, I share my interests and involve people.
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 58m
✨Then there’s the magical few✨
Usually I instantly feel it and I can’t properly describe what it is.
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 59m
In most social situations I feel like a badly made human-robot or a weirdo (not in a good way).

But…
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 1h
I do have some friends that I feel like this around but it doesn’t mean I don’t enjoy their company - it’s difficult for me but also worth it! I get a lot from my friends even when I’m masking/trying to mask and I hope they do from me too☺️
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 1h
So.

If I am at an awkward-looking angle (like a shrimp or hanging off my chair etc), and I am holding onto furniture or I go nonverbal, then it likely means I’m not feeling a deep connection.
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 1h
It’s good that now I understand myself a bit better. One day I hope to feel confident enough to say “I’m malfunctioning and I need 10 minutes to reset” (😂)
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 1h
This has made me feel bad & I’ve also believed I am rude, and so have often tried to fight it and just truck on.
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 1h
Sometimes in social situations I reach a point where it feels like my head is in a vice & I need to break away and be on my own/quiet for a short time to recalibrate. Despite attempting this my whole life, I haven’t understood my need to do it until recently and others have mistaken it as rudeness.
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Katie @vimtotime.bsky.social · 1h
It feels like my real self is in a cage and I only have access to the things I have learned by watching others. I’m conscious of my limbs, my voice, what I am saying, how I look.
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