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Honey 🐈🐾
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· Oct 19
finally at last. fab keeps saving tiktoks: the thread
Unless clearing my throat more fixes this then I have a sore throat and am sick now LMAO
December 24, 2025 at 10:55 AM
Unless clearing my throat more fixes this then I have a sore throat and am sick now LMAO
Grief
Wondering why I'm getting so sick with anxiety lately while I lay in bed sobbing because I wish I held my kitty longer. I wish I had her in my arms when she passed. Was she scared? Did she know I was there? I was behind her head, sitting. Did you see me?
Wondering why I'm getting so sick with anxiety lately while I lay in bed sobbing because I wish I held my kitty longer. I wish I had her in my arms when she passed. Was she scared? Did she know I was there? I was behind her head, sitting. Did you see me?
December 24, 2025 at 2:40 AM
Grief
Wondering why I'm getting so sick with anxiety lately while I lay in bed sobbing because I wish I held my kitty longer. I wish I had her in my arms when she passed. Was she scared? Did she know I was there? I was behind her head, sitting. Did you see me?
Wondering why I'm getting so sick with anxiety lately while I lay in bed sobbing because I wish I held my kitty longer. I wish I had her in my arms when she passed. Was she scared? Did she know I was there? I was behind her head, sitting. Did you see me?
🥺 my sweet girl went 6 months fighting those tumors. She still used her tower. I made her hidey hole her memorial but the tower is still up like furniture. I'm used to it. I love her
i think I might start to dissemble her cat tower now... its gonna be really fucking hard to do it after shes gone. she probably wont climb to the top again anyway.
December 23, 2025 at 7:07 PM
🥺 my sweet girl went 6 months fighting those tumors. She still used her tower. I made her hidey hole her memorial but the tower is still up like furniture. I'm used to it. I love her
Looking back is so funny like turns out the answer is nothing. Just swinging between apathy and depression to crying and feeling pathetic. I don't even have the usual agonizing suicidal ideation I'm just very sad and lonely. Nothing feels right
looking forward to what insane thing ill do to cope with the grief of losing my cat
December 23, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Looking back is so funny like turns out the answer is nothing. Just swinging between apathy and depression to crying and feeling pathetic. I don't even have the usual agonizing suicidal ideation I'm just very sad and lonely. Nothing feels right
Jesus Christ I was just thinking how just being in my bed is one of the harder parts bc Honey would schnuggle with me sooo often. She'd see me get in bed and sometimes wake up just to come hang with me.
December 23, 2025 at 7:03 PM
Jesus Christ I was just thinking how just being in my bed is one of the harder parts bc Honey would schnuggle with me sooo often. She'd see me get in bed and sometimes wake up just to come hang with me.
france hetalia jumpscare is so funny
December 23, 2025 at 2:34 PM
france hetalia jumpscare is so funny
Pet death
Goodnight, my sweetest honeybee. I hope i see you visit soon ❤️ 🌙
Goodnight, my sweetest honeybee. I hope i see you visit soon ❤️ 🌙
December 23, 2025 at 5:39 AM
Pet death
Goodnight, my sweetest honeybee. I hope i see you visit soon ❤️ 🌙
Goodnight, my sweetest honeybee. I hope i see you visit soon ❤️ 🌙
2 weeks today, 14 days :( the time feels like it drags on but its so fast at the same time. I still feel like I have this feeling of "waiting" even though ive been sleeping with her urn for several nights now. Like she's going to magically show back up. My head hurts and I feel absent from it all
December 22, 2025 at 6:38 PM
2 weeks today, 14 days :( the time feels like it drags on but its so fast at the same time. I still feel like I have this feeling of "waiting" even though ive been sleeping with her urn for several nights now. Like she's going to magically show back up. My head hurts and I feel absent from it all
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Cutting hydroxyzine in half with my cats claw clippers bc they work so well except honey is no longer here to use them 🤪
December 22, 2025 at 2:22 AM
Cutting hydroxyzine in half with my cats claw clippers bc they work so well except honey is no longer here to use them 🤪
These mfs need to stop getting fed they literally approach you 😭
December 21, 2025 at 2:00 PM
These mfs need to stop getting fed they literally approach you 😭
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Pet grief
I'm literally crying as soon as I open my fucking eyes because of how awful this emptiness feels
I'm literally crying as soon as I open my fucking eyes because of how awful this emptiness feels
December 21, 2025 at 12:09 PM
Pet grief
I'm literally crying as soon as I open my fucking eyes because of how awful this emptiness feels
I'm literally crying as soon as I open my fucking eyes because of how awful this emptiness feels
It's so fucking dumb I keep looking at new calicos on Petfinder as if my honey would somehow magically reincarnate and show back up in my life. But I don't want that, I don't want to replace her. I guess I just want to see her in some form.
December 21, 2025 at 9:45 AM
It's so fucking dumb I keep looking at new calicos on Petfinder as if my honey would somehow magically reincarnate and show back up in my life. But I don't want that, I don't want to replace her. I guess I just want to see her in some form.
Signing off for the night can be so hard because I am immediately confronted with this empty room. I took the patch of fur they shaved for me and got dizzy when I looked at it lol. It doesn't really smell like her but it's all I have left of her living body. I wish I had much more. I'm sad I don't
December 21, 2025 at 9:28 AM
Signing off for the night can be so hard because I am immediately confronted with this empty room. I took the patch of fur they shaved for me and got dizzy when I looked at it lol. It doesn't really smell like her but it's all I have left of her living body. I wish I had much more. I'm sad I don't
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December 20, 2025 at 11:20 PM
Having a dream about being sick and hungry before waking up because you feel sick and hungry like a goddamn fool
December 20, 2025 at 7:51 PM
Having a dream about being sick and hungry before waking up because you feel sick and hungry like a goddamn fool
i did also forget to take my meds yesterday and need that sweet sweet lexapro emotional blunting lmfao
December 20, 2025 at 11:44 AM
i did also forget to take my meds yesterday and need that sweet sweet lexapro emotional blunting lmfao
pet death grief
opened her things to go through them. found one whisker. cried really hard at all the fur. "Drag path" keeps repeating in my head. its amazing how grief can physically hurt the heart
opened her things to go through them. found one whisker. cried really hard at all the fur. "Drag path" keeps repeating in my head. its amazing how grief can physically hurt the heart
December 20, 2025 at 11:32 AM
pet death grief
opened her things to go through them. found one whisker. cried really hard at all the fur. "Drag path" keeps repeating in my head. its amazing how grief can physically hurt the heart
opened her things to go through them. found one whisker. cried really hard at all the fur. "Drag path" keeps repeating in my head. its amazing how grief can physically hurt the heart
i was writing a comment about Honey that said "when she loved the heat so much" and the like, built in auto spell check or w/e changed loved to loves. present tense. made me pause so bad. i kept it anyway 🤪
December 20, 2025 at 11:16 AM
i was writing a comment about Honey that said "when she loved the heat so much" and the like, built in auto spell check or w/e changed loved to loves. present tense. made me pause so bad. i kept it anyway 🤪
Pet death grief
All I do is wake up and cry thinking about her
All I do is wake up and cry thinking about her
December 20, 2025 at 9:01 AM
Pet death grief
All I do is wake up and cry thinking about her
All I do is wake up and cry thinking about her
Pet death grief
I know denial is a state of grief but it's not like I don't understand that my cat is gone. I know she's gone. But somehow mentally I feel like I'm going to stay of waiting like if I just wait a little longer I'm going to see her.
I know denial is a state of grief but it's not like I don't understand that my cat is gone. I know she's gone. But somehow mentally I feel like I'm going to stay of waiting like if I just wait a little longer I'm going to see her.
December 20, 2025 at 5:15 AM
Pet death grief
I know denial is a state of grief but it's not like I don't understand that my cat is gone. I know she's gone. But somehow mentally I feel like I'm going to stay of waiting like if I just wait a little longer I'm going to see her.
I know denial is a state of grief but it's not like I don't understand that my cat is gone. I know she's gone. But somehow mentally I feel like I'm going to stay of waiting like if I just wait a little longer I'm going to see her.
Pet death grief
Mum showed this earlier and I started to cry lol. I sleep like shit, rarely have dreams or don't remember them, not dreaming of her, I wake up feeling panicky and anxious and tired. I miss her so goddamn bad.
Mum showed this earlier and I started to cry lol. I sleep like shit, rarely have dreams or don't remember them, not dreaming of her, I wake up feeling panicky and anxious and tired. I miss her so goddamn bad.
December 20, 2025 at 3:17 AM
Pet death grief
Mum showed this earlier and I started to cry lol. I sleep like shit, rarely have dreams or don't remember them, not dreaming of her, I wake up feeling panicky and anxious and tired. I miss her so goddamn bad.
Mum showed this earlier and I started to cry lol. I sleep like shit, rarely have dreams or don't remember them, not dreaming of her, I wake up feeling panicky and anxious and tired. I miss her so goddamn bad.
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