With..it's also hard too not having a job rn..I'm volunteering but I'm not with a bunch of people when I'm volunteering..
Like I just want one good genuine friend..is that too hard to ask for?

So like..of course I'm going to try and make new friends..but it's genuinely exhausting when it feels like I'm forcing myself to socialize with people who don't share interests..I also think I shouldn't have to force it..it should come naturally.But there's so few people I relate or share interests