one day it’ll come back and I’ll fill that time with making music, so I’m looking forward to that, and I’m framing it as a luxury problem that rn I have a lot of leeway in choosing how ambitious to be after finishing this PhD and all the options are both insane and great

think really really really hard about something esoteric just to confuse the radiologist

putting the me dat in methylphenidate

no me gusta

really really really really really really really dislike that we’re just playing recombination roulette with slow testing and insane people running public health infrastructure

I snuck back in when it was empty and put some water on the kiivis anyway to get up a good löyly and it was great but now I am dehydrated

book

fair, I think I would have given up at the same point if I’d approached it pedagogically but instead I wandered in a side door via hypernetworks and found that simplicial filtrations and Reeb graphs are actually useful for questions I care about

whoa big Mysore! unified too! waow

change your name to Legendre

there’s an insanely high skill curve on bowing subtleties in there whereas non-dominant hand just needs to find the notes and add bend or vibrato

one probably winds up with a very different relationship to “Wandering Star” upon hearing it for the 37th time vs upon performing it live for the 3,981st time

drink the brine drink the brine drink the brine

green beans come in a can

oh no no spite to my chutes and ladders at all, spite was to a parental figure who made food into a contentious battleground

no, gatekeep harder! invent new divergences but name them Koolaidman-Licklider or Breggmam, write a paper calling covariant derivative bundles Wassersteinoids, come up with some sort of fucked up asymmetrical S(o)^3 decomposition of a hyperbolic space and put your name on it

“One Step Forward” by Max Romeo

hope I’m wrong tho