💎 had such a grip on our brain that ig its no wonder i dont remember. He did a lot of things like this and some of it was Bad™️ tbh. Led to rly bad things THAT IG HE DEALT WITH TOO SO…. Anyways just as i was thinking damn its been silent up there what if im faking LMFAO

It worked, and thank god i found the profile empty. It was a complete ghost town of an account. Date made 2015, gender male. I knew i was male at that point but holy shit i have NO MEMORY of this site. I didnt even kno it existed??? So um what the fuck guys

But theyre not the friends i want. I miss my friends from home. I wish those were the ones that could see me. I want them to hug me

I kinda wish we didnt realize any of this about ⬛️. When i was in charge we were blissfully unaware and life sucked for other reasons but at least i was able to talk to people and do what i wanted. I feel weird being seen. I feel weird that our friends know but im also glad bc they know im here

I miss my bff. I miss being able to talk to him at 3am when neither of us could sleep. I want to feel like i have someone like that again. I hate him for the way he is

Worst of all i miss my friends. Idk any of these friends i have rn and tbh i dont rly care sometimes. I miss a total of 3 specific people and i hated them too. Not rly. But sometimes it felt like it. Im just rly angry all the time

I just hate what ive become. What weve become?? Idk i hate being ruled by everything and everyone around me. Why do i do any of this shit. Why does ⬛️ put up with it. Why do we keep doing this

Lol this is my brain fr

LIKE WHY DO U STILL HAVE THAT AND WHY WOULD U LET UR NEW PARTNER WEAR IT??

We finished something i started at the end of last year and i did all of it like how i wanted to even though there was this internal cringing at the rough aspects and anatomy. And it turned out really good despite that. I think this was something good for all of us