There was sudden silence,
Then it went slowly,
like a wound learning to breathe.
Some leave directly,
armed with stupid reasons.

just say, i'm

“a mad man"

And yes,
it’s shameful,
It’s sad,
But.

I never blamed.
I never cared.
I never took offense.

Where are the men?

They are the ones who
challenge death not to win,
but to flirt with the edge.
Who make guitars their lovers
and sidewalks their stages.
Who lie down anywhere
and turn the sky into a dare.

Slowly, slowly
I reach for a window, a door.
All is dark.
Only a drop of light leaks in from outside.
I want to scream
loud enough to shatter the silence.

But silence grips my mouth.
The harder I fight,
the tighter it holds.
Still, I reach.
My hands find the door.
I push with everything I have.

I don't want to stop
I don't want to be normal
just want to sing
make poetry again
just want to be a mad man

I know
can't stop the time
can't stop the sun
The sun will sink into the vast blue ocean
leaving only a shadow of its beauty.

now
It's time to walk in each roadway
fate has sung

i'm a mad
i'm a broken
i'm a half man
whatever
do freely...
say freely...

this is not a confession
or whatever...

But this madness is not brokenness
It’s memory
It’s legacy
It’s the part of me
that refuses to forget

good bye my friend
good bye my past

love u mom