Now I have to worry about just surviving. With less. So sick of it. We don’t deserve it. There’s no reason for it. Just a corrupt rich person wanting other people to have less.

Seems extra stupid even for Trump. A transplant specialist. Can’t get much brighter or more specialized. Exactly the kind of person you keep. Just the worst decision making.

They think WE’RE like the video game NPC who are not self controlled. Basically we’re the brainwashed ones to them. It’s ass backwards and pot calling kettle black.

I especially feel like I’m going to be impoverished and unmedicated eventually. Things I don’t want obviously. I also HATE chaos. And there will probably be a lot of that.

But then again, that’s also because things have been going poorly the past two years or more for me. The whole industry is so saturated as well. Everyone makes apparel now.

I don’t regret that in most ways. I met my girlfriend eventually and we had the best dog in the world. But my career never recovered. Went back to family business eventually and life was ok. But small business is more stressful than anything. I liked it better when I wasn’t the boss.